Behind my chest is a bleeding heart,
Inside i hide the pain so no one will see,
but the pain is unbariable 'cause now it's "I" instead of "WE",
In a relationship is hurt and pain suppose to be.....?
Behind my smile inside im crying,
It was our second go round, deep inside my heart has broken down
It feels like we didn't learn nothing from our mistakes deep down,
I feel like our relationship was a failure and this is why i backed down...
When i laugh i'm really falling apart,
Mentally i don't think im strong enough to deal with our situation,
and i believe neither of us need the aggravation,
I feel like our relationship was full of frustration,
Behind my toughness inside im dying,
Breaking up is not what i want but it must be i know it's a shame, and yes i
know im the one to blame, but my feelings i will not allow to be toyed
with like a game, and i admit all things aint the same.....
Behind my eyes flowing tears from the moment's we shared begain to start,
Inside im hurting bad from all the memories locked in my head,
Im wishing now the agruements we had was unsaid,
suffering from the memories im going to wish i was brain dead....
Behind my body my soul is trying to depart...
I am confused!
How can you say you love me,
but you call a woman from your past baby?
You've even been texting your "baby" while your here with me.
On a count of all of that you have picked your "baby" up and took her home.
But yet you ask me what are we doing? like you really want to b with me.
What i'm saying, by it are you amused?
Would it hurt you if i had someone from my past i called baby?
If i was texting them while I was here with you.
It probably would hurt your feelings, maybe this is true
Only if you felt what I felt I probably would be getting the third degree.
Everything in my body is telling me you and her are still screwing.
Would you be man enough and tell me the truth?
Would the truth be you agreeing with me?
......My heart is not to be abused.....