toobroke2fix

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i dont know why i let you do me it to me time after time.. why do you have to do it again and again. you know how i feel. and you know where ive been. despite everything we have been through the good and all the bad, has not changed the way i feel about you not one bit. from the very first time i saw you all them years ago at LMH , every time you get near me my heart begins to race as if i was running a marithon and i cant keep up the pace.it reminds me that im alive and makes me feel good inside just to see you face. im in love with you still and i always will.there is no one before or since can make me feel that way i feel when im with you. you brighten up even my darkest days when ever we are together. i cant say that i love you as much as i did back then. over the years my love for you has grown 1000 times more it will never end.SO WHY CANT WE JUST STOP IT A GET OUR SHIT TOGETHER.

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should of known that i would be disappointed. i let myself get excirted only to stare at the walls and wonder. what is it that is wrong with me? after all this time why does it still have its grip on me? choking, strangling me , i can not breathe why do i let it get to me? why is it i cant move on. something inside wont let me no matter how hard i try. im stuck in this life of misery and shame. knowq one but myself to blame. i should of known i should have known i should have known that i am destined to be alone....

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i wish someone could give me a good answer as to how to get over you, it , the last ten years. I'm at my wits end and feel like I'm loosing it here.i know i should act like nothing is wrong and put on a happy face. things will get better..right? there will be happier days?it's just hard for me to see that view. cause i can't imagine being happy without you. i look forward to the day when I'll be able to say..that i truly am happy for you. i all ways wanted you to be happy and i still do. but right now its very hard for me to act like nothing is wrong.. cause I'm still in love with you.

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for over ten years now i have said the same. that is that i am in love with you ,its as simple as that. you say i think i love you  to me . never once have my feelings for you wavered. weather we were to gather or not  doesn't matter  they just grow stronger. this i know in my heart without a doubt. so ill say this again  and will say it tail the end. LISA ; i love you and am in love with you  more every day.. this is what i know. it doesn't matter what I'm doing  or where I'm at  when i think of you i get this feeling inside  that know one else has or will ever feel. when i hear your voice or see you face my heart races and i get what i am sure a funny look on my face. i get all nervous  and tongue tied nothing i say seems to come out right.when i kiss your lips and feel your skin on mine. i go crazy in my mind. and when your not with me , i 'm so sad inside. it kills me not being at your side. i was naive i guess to believe you, that we would get through anything thrown at us. 2 gather 4 ever . was on the first thing you bought me. and said to me as well.   even though you have giving up on me i just cant  give up on you . so i sit here and wait ,cause i just cant  imagine myself without you.  I KNOW  WHAT I FEEL I DONT JUST THINK IT..i love you and that is that . sometime it sucks and i have to live wwith it

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