As I lay becoming what I must be
I'm gone
Dead
Just not entirely
Undead for good
And this is my hate
Even though it is my fate
I must feed
But for now i may be good
But soon enough
Since forever is the world i dwell
And someday
I will change another
Only by there grant
when I find my soulmate
I will give them a choice
But they must know
I can hear their minds voice
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The way the world spins while you’re next to me
The way I feel when you’re away from me
The sound of your voice echoing around me
The feeling of your arms engulfing me
The way it feels while you’re lying next to me
The way it’s supposed to be
Forever it will be
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Another cigarette
and I'm so bored
your words aren't making sense
And I was taken
but you were waiting
one more drink
and I'm convinced
Not one more sound
let your hair down
take the low road
no one will know
Whoa, I feel just like we're taking control
Of the night(x2)
yeah,yeah
Whoa,I feel just like we're losing control
But if you let go, then I'll let go tonight
Another minute lived
if you take me
I'll take what you will give
I was late and
she kept waiting
but I hope she knows where I've been
Not one more sound
let your hair down
take the low road
no one will know
Whoa, I feel just like we're taking control
Of the night(x2)
yeah,yeah
Whoa, I feel just like we're losing control
if you let go then I'll let go tonight
I'm coming down
bring me up
take it off
let's just touch(X4)
Whoa, I feel just like we're taking control
of the night(x2)
yeah yeah
Whoa, I feel just like we're losing control
but if you let go then I'll let go tonight
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You’re feeling empty
You’re feeling useless
Your self-esteem is low
And now it’s over
We’re growing apart
We’re moving on
We’re not together
But why am I not gone?
There’s her
Then there’s him
They mean nothing
And that’s where we went wrong
This world is ugly
Especially without you
There’s no way to be smiling and happy
So turn around and say, “I love you"
Maggie Lynn 3-1-08
What you can’t see
Is what is inside of me
The pain that I’ve hid for so long
The delicate hopeless sad song
The one that you have started to play along side to
So far, for so long the side affect of you
Listening to the wind and the way it moves
Quickly quietly and swiftly through the trees
Slipping through quickly and with ease
The way I did when I was in love
Sneaking around not getting caught
Who knew that was the last thought
Forever never happened
And now were dead
Why the fuck shouldn’t I
Put this bullet in my mother fucking head
1/9/2009 12:28 PM
Not knowing the truth
Surrounding my horrible youth
Life full of lies
No time to say goodbye
Growing up way to fast
Listening to music of the past
Trying to find out what comes with age
Is it just another lost page?
How can this be the
end of the life I’ve lived for thirteen whole years?
How can this be the end
of all the fighting?
All the tears?
People that I once knew now gone
Tell me that I’m not wrong
I just want to be myself
Not another Barbie propped on a shelf
So tell me cutting, snorting, and purging isn’t good for my health!
The wind blowing through our hair
Running wild without a single care
Not alive yet not fully dead
Seeing those memories have been running through my head
That summer I fell face first
No one thought that fall would be the worst
Knowing that the summer would soon fail
Not even a single letter through the mail
Gone for now, forever, and for good
Now I know that I truly misunderstood
Seeing the memories made me think
What would I do if I could?