xxcoldnalonexx

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hi my names d.c.
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im blinded by the burn of every tear
im on a mission to get a way from you
i run tell i cant run no more
so i walk tell i fall to the floor
its raining, so you cant see my tears
it hurts, and pain was my biggest fear,
i  knew you'd leave  &  suck all the life from me
from the outside i am alive
but im rotting dead inside
im numb to the pain of you leaving me over and over again
i cant even feel the knife in my back
i close my eyes and i see myself going crazy
in reality i just lay there and cry
im drowning myself in the emotional pain you have caused me
i roll to my back and look to the sky
i gasp for  air but you took my supply
i pray to live but i already  have died

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I CLOSE MY EYES AND PRETEND TO FEEL WHAT I WANT TO FEEL
I BLOCK OUT THE SCREAMS AND THE HURTFUL WORDS
SO...I CAN FEEL WHAT I WANT TO FEEL
MY WORLD MOVES SO SLOW IN MY MIND AND IT DECREASES MY PAIN
IN MY WORLD EVERYTHING IS OKAY BUT IN REALITY ITS THE SAME
I SLOWLY BREATHE IN AND OUT
I RELEASE MY DREAMS INTO PLAY
I DREAM OF HEAVEN AND HOW THIS LIFE TOOK ME AWAY
I CLOSE MY EYES AND PRETEND TO FEEL

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a beginning to an end
an end to a good-bye
you left me asking  questions
you left me asking why?
why?...do i drowned myself in pain
why?...do i cry at night?
why?... do you say its forever
but all you wanna do is fight?
a deep ache covered by a pretend smile
a dream of true happiness
i havnt felt in awhile
a untold truth
that has me on my knees
i ask why?
but, all you do is lie to me
so here i kneel to
a meaningless life
i dream of forever
but we ended last night

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I LOVE THE WAY IT FEELS WHEN YOU HOLD ME CLOSE
AND
THE LOVE WE MAKE LETS ME KNOW
HOW DREAMS CAN BECOME TRUE
I LOVE THE WAY YOU SMILE
AND
LAUGH THE BEAUTY IN YOUR SOUL
TAKES MY FEELINGS TO ANOTHER WORLD
YOU GIVE ME A FULFILLED HOPE
AND A FOREVER HAPPINESS
WHEN YOUR AROUND MY PAIN IS NOT
YOUR MY DRUG AND I AM ADDICTED TO YOU
I LOVE THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL
I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU
EVERYTHING SEEMS MUCH BETTER SINCE YOU
AN I
BECAME ONE
EVERYTHING IN LIFE
NO MATTER HOW HARD
WITH YOU BY MY SIDE I HAVE WON
YOU SAY FATE'S TOO MUCH,
SO WHAT BROUGHT US TOGETHER
GOD, WAS WITH US
THROUGH THE GOOD AND BAD WEATHER
AND
NOW HERE WE ARE LIVING LIFE TOGETHER
LOVE YOU COULD NEVER GET ANY BETTER

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LOVE IS SEEING HIM HOW NO ONE ELSE DOES...
LOVE IS WHEN U NO HE'S NOT PERFECT....
BUT YOU SEE HIM PERFECTLY.
LOVE IS THINKING ABOUT HIM DAY AND NIGHT...
LOVE IS WHEN HE MEANS THE WORLD TO YOU...
LOVE IS WHEN NO ONE ELSE KNOWS HOW YOU FEEL....
LOVE IS THE BEST FEELING YOU CAN FEEL....

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A LOST CONSCIENCE
IM NUMB TO THE PAIN
I SPIT VENOM
IM MY HEART
ITS THE SAME DAMN GAME
A DREAM FORGOTTEN
A LIFE NOT WORTH LIVING
HAPPINESS NEVER LASTS
AND MY HEART IS NEVER FORGIVING
SAME SHIT DIFFERENT STORY
MY LIFE'S THE ONLY THING IM DESTROYING
A FACT, THE TRUTH,
TOO MUCH TO ASK
TOO MUCH TO LOSE
2 MUCH TO CARE
SO MUCH TO DO
FOR ME OR FOR HIM
OR IS IT ALL FOR YOU
YOU DONT CARE
SO YOU DONT PAY ATTENTION
YOUR HURTING ME
DID I FAIL TO MENTION
THE PAIN HAS ME ON ONE KNEE
I PRAY TO THEE
FATHER I LOVE HIM
BUT HE HATES ME

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Do you wnat to love me forever?
Do you want to make it last?
for we can start over
and forget about our past
forget all the days of loneliness
when you needed someone so bad
forget all the nights of terror
and leave behind all the things that are sad
we can start over together
and change our life, brand new
i know i will change anything
just to be with you
ill walk with you
wvery step of the way
theres something i need to tell you
something i should say
please forgive all the mistakes i've made
like deciding to leave
what made me think
that will ever come true
if you're willing to start over
and forget about our past
let's work together
for we can make this last

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Every morning when i wake up,
a smile crosses my face
because i'm happy once again,
my life has found its base.
every time i see that bright smile,
or hear your voice, the music to my ears,
i know im happy once again,
no longer shall i shed tears
every second of every day
my mind wanders to you
and i feel a warmth inside,
like i never used to do
no longer do i dread waking up
and living the days one at a time
because once again in life
there is a happiness that is mine
that happiness is your presence,
in my mind and in my heart,
knowing that wherever i am
i know that is where you are
whether in physical form
or just inside my chest
it really doesnt matter
because the pain can take a rest

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Love is a torch,
Burning inside,
love is the boundary,
where happiness and sadness collide.
When love is lost,
the heart will die,
when love is found,
the heart will fly.
Love cannot be described
through mere human words,
love is when your heart
Flies like a bird
Love will not die,
through all your many years,
even if it's blinded
by all the hurt and tears
tears of joy,
or tears of pain,
all love is different,
yet can be the very same.

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I wasnt prepared for what happened that night,
I was so scared but it felt so right
The end of my road flashed right before me,
but us together was all i could see,
as i held you close i couldnt let go,
we belong together, i just wanted you to know.
i've never held anything so dear,
and all i want is you forever here
I never knew i could feel this way,
i only hope you feel the same.
I'm still not sure what can make you stay
Maybe if i hope and pray.
if you leave, i wont know what to do,
because all of my love is only for you.

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LOVE
IS
A
BRIDGE,
YOU
HAVE
TO
BUILD
IT
WITH
A
STRONG
FOUNDATION

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Love
is looking into someones eyes
and
knowing that
you cannot live with out knowing
they are happy-
even if it means losing them