University is suppose to be the place where u set out your destiny
But let me tell you my view personally cus university as only worsened me
You get out what you put in, simple as that, but the temptations of a student life are too hard to combat
I’m Struggling to get my life on track, setbacks often appear,i know i’ts the motivation i lack , and too me thats clear
I fear I’m gonna just let it go, I’ve had my chance,a chance I’ve blown, and all along I’ve known, I’ve let myself down and I ain’t grown.
But who am i to moan i put myself in this predicament, my family show care n love but I don’t need this medicament. N i wish i could reciprocate but i can’t, my life disintegrate, i just feel inadequate, they’d be better off without me, a ghost left to haunt.N it’s not that i don’t want to, its that i feel i cant , inadequate feeling they i aren’t n i never will be, , its just not who i am n i stand here in guilt , ive failed my family and myself ,n ive ruined my career and my health,
and i may appear to not care but stare long enough into my eyes and its there, distraught dissatisfied embraced by self hate
Im not expecting people to relate , but there must of been a time where you look at mirror and feel pure hate, disgraced at urself knowing your just like the people of the unemployment rate, I’M not saying it was my fate but its too late to change
Rearrange the way im living, give back what i get given, thats all i want to do proof to myself its worth living i want my parents to receive a whole year of thanksgiving.
My past aint that great n my futures lookin the same
N i hate to admit but im the only one to blame
Below average credentials,working 5% of my potential
But Its essential that i try to break these chains
N experience a life of benefit n gains
Still needing support, hurting the people
who have faith in me, knowing I’ve let them down considerably, and the only
person to blame is me. i hate myself , i
hate what ive become, i hate this waster scum they were once proud to call
their son.
Sat here its clear i fear what ive become ,
ma tears left here to dry up in the sun Sat here its clear i fear what ive become,
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I cry my heart out every single day Wishing, hoping for a way Where I can touch your skin Fill you in, with what’s on my mind Praying, hoping you’ll find a way To turn back time
Clouded internally, eyes notably glowing Erupting emotions externally flowing
I Tried breaking this routine, free me from myself Alone in this journey, lips locked, heart shocked Aching, pleading to change, to better my health
Wealthy in this currency of tears, Fears evolve, overloading, minds exploding with this weightI’ve given up, 'n' left my destiny down to fate
This infinite love fuelling my heart shouts out for you, screaming for attention. My soul threaded, embedded and entwined with yours is shouting out for acceptation. I’m standing highlighted in green, jealousy beyond my control, Landing in a quilt of serene blue, I repel you, infect your soul
Waiting, admiring, desiring you whole Feel free to join me on this road Mentally, physically, loves taken its tollAid me with this heavy loadThis is my dream, my wish and hopeswill these words below ever be spoke?
I love you, and I’m squeezing you tight I’m never letting you go I hold your hand and connect are fingers for this feeling shall forever flow
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When were parted I feel down and illyou’re my lover, my addiction, my daily pill. I need you here to hold me tight still my fears throughout the night. pull me close and kiss my lipshold me tight with your fingertips
the physical side is nothing comparedto the emotional feelings, that we’ve sharedlay with me now, snuggled in this quiltand enjoy this love we have gradually built
candles burn out, fires are weakbut this flame’s eternal, our love is uniquemy heart is yours, my soul is boundto your entire existence, true love I’ve found
I look into your eyes and see my future
I hold your hands and feel my life
I listen to your heart and hear 2 beatsTogether were entwined and our rhythm meetsOne is yours and one is mineThis love that’s present is so divine
Never let me go, I urge you to listenMy tear drops start to fall my eyes are puppy dogged and they start to glistenMy fear is that your love will stall
I love you, and I’m squeezing you tightI’m never letting you goI hold your hand and connect are fingersFor this love shall forever flow.
My heart as belonged to you since the day we met I kept you warm inside, held you close as we watched the sunset My love for you is deeper than deep I gave you my trust its there to keep I reach deep into its core My feelings grow stronger I love you more and more My love grows fonder Why can’t I see you here? Kissing my lips, with your hands around my waist Why can’t I wipe away your tear? And feel how love tastes Wondering when you’ll give in to my love Let the walls around you collapse The words “I love you” Give you a shock and you gasp You definitely feel the same But you’re in a difficult position I’m the one to blame There’s no need for a decision Take my heart and I'll take yours Forget our pasts and heal our sores I will be with you foreverWritten by tom bennettSubmitted by tom bennett