Sarah Fenner

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I am a 17 year old girl from Montana. I have the best boyfriend any girl could ever ask for but he is in Iraq right now and I hate being away from him. I have been writing poetry for as long as I can remember...I pretty much just write what I am feeling. There is not much to say about me...I guess if ya wanna know anything specific just ask.
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You're my blue eyed beauty
The most beautiful girl in the world
You're my pride and joy
Mommy's sweet baby girl
That tiny little voice
Just melts my heart
I've been wrapped around your finger
Ever since the very start
Those big gummy smiles
Brighten my whole day
You've completed my life
In every possible way
That sweet little face
And daddy's pretty eyes
You've got the best of both of us
My little angel in disguise
You're mommy's snuggle bug
You and daddy are what keeps me sain
I don't know how I ever lived without you
I love you my sweet Melody Lorraine!!!
For my daughter...Melody Lorraine Gaines!
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I feel so lost
On a neverending trail
Do all that I can
Yet nothing prevails
I try so hard
Yet always seem to fail
I am a prisoner
Of my own jail
Don't know what to do
Or even where to turn
I hold on so tight
But my grip's short of stern
Inside of my chest,
A deep painful burn
It happens over and over
Yet I never seem to learn
Where am I going
And what do I do?
Maybe some day
I will finally get a clue
I constantly search
Never finding the truth
Maybe I will find
That my truth will be you
I search in the dark,
Don't have a light
All that I see
Is the harsh, cold night
Put up my fists
And begin to fight
But I know 2 wrongs
Will never make a right
Yet I still keep trying
Don't know what for
As I begin to grow weak
I can't handle much more
Everywhere I turn
I see a locked door
I fall to the ground,
My body tired and sore
The wounds are deep
And yet deeper still
I tumble back down
To the bottom of the hill
I don't stand a chance
But have a strong will
I just won't stop
Until the gaps are filled
I can't be perfect
All I can do is try
I've got to keep going
Even if it makes me cry
I won't fall victim
'Cause I can't live a lie
And I won't stand back
As live passes me by...
By Sarah Gaines
This is just something I wrote for anyone who's ever had to fight to stay on their feet...
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I never thought I could find a love like this
Or that I would ever taste such a sweet kiss
But now that I've found you I won't let you go
Cause you're everything real in my life
Your my sun, my moon, my day and my night
Baby, I promise I will never let you go
 
You're so perfect in every way
Your smile enlightens my darkest days
Everything about you just mesmerizes me
The way you press your lips against mine
The way I will love you until the end of all time
Most of all, I love the way your soul completes me
 
Cause I'm so caught up in your love
My body tangled within yours
This is what I've always dreamed of
Baby, I'm so caught up in your love
 
And I'm so caught up in your love
With my lips pressed against yours
This is the moment I've always dreamed of
Baby, I'm so caught up in your love
I'm all caught up in your love
 
They doubted us and said we wouldnt last
Said we were moving way too fast
I didnt care what they said, all I wanted was you
I knew we would end up together
You're the only one I want forever
Cause, baby, we know our love is true
We know our love will always be true

By: Sarah Fenner

Copyright 2007

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Give me a shoulder to cry on
Give me a little ray of sunshine
Give me a simple hug
Give me something I can call mine
Give me a genuine kind of love
Give me a place in your heart
Give me something to dream of
Give me a brand new start
Give me something to cherish
Give me something to hold onto
Give me just one wish
Give me a little piece of you
Give me a reason to smile and laugh
Give me something I can miss
Give me something that will last
Give me hope for happiness
Give me a reason to change
Give me a helping hand
Give me comfort to ease my pain
Give me a kiss...and...
I will not live in vain.
Copyright 2007

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As I sit here on this river bank
I start to think about my life
Everything has got so complicated
Turning a simple concept into a fight
So now my mind is drenched
In confusion and constant pain
I slowly slip into the depths of solitude
Within my chest my heart beats in vain
But as I slip, I'm quickly jerked right back
As if by a helping hand
But nobody else is even around
I'm in the middle of no man's land
The sunlight slowly fades away
And I'm completely surrounded by the dark
The clouds rollin, a drop of rain
That gently whispers to my heart
As the rain falls heavily to the ground
I hear it begin to sing to me
It sings of the everlasting love I've found
If only to take away the poignancy
It sings to smile in the light of love
And tells me to hold on tight
For nothing else matters, nothing can replace it
Your heart will never feel such delight
Nothing can ever replace that feeling
No money, no clothes, no cars
Cause love is forever, all else; only possessions
Everlasting love burns forever with the stars.
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I lay here in this blissful slumber
The leaves around of musty umber
Taking every moment for granted
My heart is irenic, my soul, enchanted
As I lay in the shade
My mind starts to fade
My spirit is so blithe
I'm finally content with life
I let the earth cleanse my soul
My body loses all control
Comfort grasps me and holds on tight
Entrancing my spirit in total delight
So here I continue to lay
With the passing of the day
Long into the starry night
The sun is gone but I see a light
The light of love, light of life
Light that burns with my strife
It burns my anger and my sorrow
Setting me free to love tomorrow
The love I feel from nature's womb
Etches upon the hatred's tomb.
Copyright 2007

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Your asumptions are killing my soul
Pushing me beyond all control
I tell you to stay but think you should go
Anymore...I just don't even know
I don't give in easily to temptation
Although there may be some hesitation
In my heart you've made a reservation
But I think all you really need is liberation
I hate the reflection as I stare into your eyes
Ask me no questions and I'll tell you no lies
No longer will I wear your disguise
With every word, a little piece of me dies
I look in the mirror and you're my reflection
I try to tell you, but it's so hard to mention
You think after it all, we'd learn our lesson
Now it's all back, so I'll ask you this question
Do you even care that you're killing me?
Is it really all that hard to see?
I try to just set it all free
But I just can't cause it's killing me!!
Copyright 2007

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I wake up everyday
Wishing you were there
I wonder why this is so hard
Why life is always so unfair
You don't know what you mean to me
Don't realize how I need you
You are my life support
The only one that gets me through
You're the only one I'll eve love
Baby, you're everything to me
My heart reaches out to you
And loves you unconditionally
These lonely tears fall down
And somehow always find you
You hold my heart so carefully
The way only my love can do
I melt with every wor you say
Your love is the outline of my life
To be with you everyday
To be the one you're proud to call his wife
My heart beats with every promise
My soul hangs onto every word
I mean it when I say you're my life
You're every lovesong I've ever heard
Baby...never let go!
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I look into the mirror
And see you in my eyes
I see you standing there
Still telling me good-bye
My heart has been broken
By my own selfish doubts
I feel like it's all over
My heart has been torn out
How did I lose you?
Why did I just let go?
I acted like it was easy
Never let the pain show
Although it hurt me so bad
I tried not to let you see
Because I am the foolish one
Who pushed you away from me
Now I live with the consequences
My actions have done their part
All that I have left are the memories
Cause you took all the pieces of my heart
But I'll do what's best and walk away
Cause you deserve better than me
But know that I'll always love you
Although you no longer love me...
So I'm letting go of your hand
Please give me back my heart
I feel as if I can't go on
Again, I find myself back at the start...
Copyright 2007

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So there's this guy...he really means the world to me and I love him more than anything. He just doesn't realize it yet. I mean...wow...he is just so perfect for me. He makes me feel like I've never felt...in more ways than one. He always says and does the right things to make me feel so good. Every time I see this guy my heart just literally melts and it gets harder to breathe. Every time he touches me I get goosebumps all over my body. It's a feeling I can't even explain. And when I kiss those lips(that I love so much) I feel like everything comes into perspective for me. To me, he is the object of perfection. I have loved him since the very first time I looked into his eyes. Then when we spent our first night together I felt something unfamiliar...something that was so new to me. I then realized that I didn't want to be without this guy. He was too perfect to just let go like nothing. Spending time with him made me feel like I had nothing else to worry about...just me and him being together...just making him happy. He is the most important part of my life. I realize that I'm so lucky to have met a person as great as this guy is. When I'm with him everything disappears...nothing else matters except us being together. Like it's just me and him in the world. I feel more comfortable with him than I have with anybody for a long time. Being with him just feels right in every possible way. I'm so crazy about him, yet he's the only person in my life that is keeping me sain. He tells me he loves me every day and everytime he does my heart seems to jump. It's so amazing how somebody can make you feel so completely different (in a good way) than anybody else could. Though we've been through alot we will always love eachother. I just can't wait until he finally comes home to me!
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I'm laying next to you
Our hearts pounding like crazy
My head seems to be spinning
This feeling is so amazing
My whole body is tingling
As I let out a pleasureful sigh
Everything you do is so perfect
So many thoughts race through my mind
Feeling your body pressed to my chest
And your light breathing on my cheek
I just can't fight back all these urges
Cause you make my body feel so weak
As I playfully bite your lip
I feel your body shake with anticipation
And feeling your hands upon my hips
Completely races my imagination
I want to stay here all night long
Feeling the strength of your body
Nothing about this moment is wrong
You don't know how hooked you've got me
My whole body feels such satisfaction
It's like nothing I've felt before
You've got my mind racing with thoughts
And you've got my body aching for more!
Copyright 2007

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I'm tired of all the pain
Dealing with everyone's sh!t
Tired of all the headgames
It's enough to make a person sick
Sick of life and all it means
Nobody know's when to shut up
Sometimes it gets hard to believe
Sometimes I'm ready to just give up
But there's one thing that keeps me strong
That one person that keeps me sain
It's hard but I still keep pushing on
I just feel like I'm stuck in life's games
They tell me everything will get better
But this time it looks so grim
It feels like it's already been forever
And forevermore that I'm without him
When I hear his voice I can't help but smile
But it hurts so bad to be away
My heart travels thousands of miles
Just so he can hear what I have to say
He's the most important part of my life
The reason I smile, laugh, and love
He's everything that keeps me going
The only person I ever think of
When I'm with him my life is perfect
My heart is finally complete
Everyone else just seems so crazy
Then I realize, he is all I will ever need!
Copyright 2007