I AM ATHELETIC AND i stay in shape.im 17 and im a sophmore.i play b-ball football soccer track.i go to ehs.im blowin out da candles on jan.3rd
i dont go out with ppl over the age of 18 so if you are DONT MESSAGE ME!!! also im single so get at meh!
its not what you say to me that makes me believe that your all i need its what you do thats lets me know all my love for you i should show they way you talk and the things you do makes this love burn endless for you there is never a day that goes by that my heart does not soar or fly when i talk to you my heart gets weird giving someone my heart i have feared but with you this love is much more in the future i dont know whats instore but i have you now and you are mine as i am yours this love bleeds out like rain it pours you are my presant that i hope to be my future this isnt young love its something much more mature were young yet we know what is true from the very start i knew i knew this would gorw to be much more then a friend bases from you i have seen the many faces the one i love best if when your being you, some so beautiful you light up my life when befor it was black and dull i will stay with you as long as fate allows and love you forever because my love for you doesnt undertsand the word never its impossible its like not breathing you are like my breath its what im needing you will forever be in my heart as long as its beating and no you will never be leaving your in there to stay for i hope you will never go away i love you and this true because without you i would not be me.
from the 1st day i saw you to the last breath i watched you take i never knew that day was the last time i would see you i had always exspected it to happen but never realized how soon it would come you just wound up on the wrong road took a wrong turn somewhere in life our family was alread in so much grief, and then you had to fall too but its not your fault you always seemd to know your doomed day would come but you never admited it although i knew you were afraid for your life on a day to day bases i could see the pain some much came out through your eyes even one glance would say a thousand words i never knew to how much extent being in a gang would be until i lost you how much pain and hurt it could cause how one could just take away another life only because of a color its much like racism, why fight for a color? i'd rather live life as if i were color blinde so much easier it would be no more would another person fall to the gang scene so many fall into the trap and most dont make it out theres no ecscaping death itsall around but why put yourself right in where it starts? although it doesnt make sence i know you never ment to you may feel like you let us down because you were the oldest but trust me, you never let me down no matter how many meaningless fights i always looked up to you i knew who you were when we were kids some how the hard life changed you but i will never forget the good memories we had we may not have ended on good term but you are my brother you are my family and my friend and i hope you sleep well and maybe one day when it is my time to go i will see you i will mee t you at the crossroads with all of the other fallen oh, and while your up there say hi to dad for me. you were dedicated to you gang i just wish it were to something better although you may not be here physicaly everyone will have you in there hearts you will be missed and never forgoten. R.I.P Anthony Hudsin...my brother and friend. -
when i fall you help me rise i love you so dont you realize? you have captured my heart my love i have loved you from the start i wish upon my luck stars thats you will be mine one day there is nothing you can say or do to make me love you any less then i do forever will i be by your side my love for you i will never hide just let me try to be your one and only if you give me your heart i will never set it free unless that is what you desire this some kind of passion, the fire burns within me for you my love for you will forever be true no matter what no one will love you as much as i do. _____________________________________________________________ havn't wrote a poem lately well here it is, not dedicated to anyone. just random words from the heart, which is, what poems really are right? haha well yeah i'm single now so yeah ladies gedd at me if you want to =] thanks for reading muchooo love from cali!
when its my time to die at my funural nobody cry when its time for me to fly, let me go just know, that im smiling down and that i will always be around i know it will hurt but as days pass by it will get harder try but, just know that what i gave up was all for you now im in the sky so spacious and blue ive made mistakes in my life but, ive changed my life for you i died making something out of myself and my legacy will live on so stay strong when you dont know what to do just look to the skys and i know the hardest thing is to say bye but son, make me proud and live your life the right way you will make something out of yourself one day keep your head up and keep your faith alive even thought ive died i hope my memory will live on even after im long gone you are my legacy just be all you can be i will always be by your side im sorry for all the tears ive caused because ive kept count of the tears but just know i love you and im always looking down
so if u dont know, my dad died when i was 14 and its been hard but this poem is kinda about dat but ive learned that you cant be sad for ever sometime u gotta smile and kno ppl come nd go but tha memories last 4evr. R.IP dad;;
you come running in tears and ask what are you supposed to do when we were together you said its just not working out let just be friends but yet look your hurt again you told me you thought i would hurt you like the rest so you went to find some one new and look he left you blue you didnt even give me a try and now all you can do is cry no im not saying i told you so because i can admit i didnt even know but love is pain thats just the way it go but when you said i was like the rest you were wrong im not like them but you couldnt see and now i have moved on and friends is all we will ever be
im not like most imma be here 4 u through thick and thin your love is now what has been but our momments is something that can never be replaced that day our love left with out a trace and when i thought i wasnt going to get through it, i got over you.
________________________________________________________________________ idk where this idea came from its not exactly from a personal experience it just poped in my head so i began to type it here. well thanks 4 vewiing hope you likeyy
the days felt like months; the months felt like years the hours felt like days and while i waited i hoped amd prayed that you would be mine again no i dont want to be just a friend i want you to be my baby girl my everything my whole world no i wont be like the rest i'll be your #1 the best so just forget about the rest im the only one with the red S on my chest your my fallen angel and forever i will catch you make you smile when your feeling blue be the only person who stays true your love is the only way i see the light i'll be your night and you'll be my star shining brighte i know there will be times we fight; but no matter what i will always love you
ive died inside yes i know keep my head up and faith alive trust me ive tried i just go in around and around just to end up in the same place just another lost soul gone without a trace im tired of trying because the more i do i feel like im dien why am i fighting to live if im just living to die can someone please tell me why? so much pain and heart aches with every day my heart breaks every step of the way i find my self a stray staryed from the real me its like im trying to be what im unable to be this is my life i just wish you could see everyone makes mistakes and i know there are no life retakes this is like the only thing i know its like the past is something i cant let go where i go from here; i do not know but i know this road will be long and dim my future is looking grim im trying to find the light but it seems im struggling to find wats right no one knows how much ive tried to change my self within but sometimes i dont even know where to begin im not trying to be how others want to see but i know i must change me in order to survive and do good i just wish someone understood i made for more them im doing now i juz have to break away and learn how i know i can change
her heart has been stripped her wings have been clipped she has fallen and i want to be the one to catch her i love her and this i am sure she is the angel i see she is the star i see in the night shining brightly ever night i dream i dream of that one angel a broken and fallen angel but yet she is so perfect in my eyes and every time she crys i kills me inside because even if i tried she still cried wich means i failed and let her down because i want to be the only one to make her smile and never frown even when all she wants to do is cry i will still try and try i will because i loved her once i love her still and 4ever i always will until;; until the end of time 4ever i will get you even if it takes forever because forever is better then never because you make all things better you are my sunshine when my head gets cloudy you make gray skies go away 4ever is how long i want you to stay i wish i may i wish i myte hav yu 2 hold 2 nyte and every nyte for the rest of my life
roses are red violets are blue but my flowers are dead there wilted and black flowing red but no,no tears i will shead no i will not fight i will not strain just take me now and for the rest of my life becuase theres nothing i can do i aready took the knife it cut me in two pieces and left me broken inside but dont worry about me, ive already died i will not run i will not hide becuase i know its coming for me im already dead and gone, im already free shead no tears i went to my destiny it seemed like i was burried alive for years so many tears so much pain was around me no, not for my life i will not plea just let me go, let me be and you will see how much better of i will be im in so much pain just let me go and my tears will no longer flow i will be better off gone them when i am here but no, have no fear i will always be here looking down on you and smiling i know you did everything you could
i had major writers block for weeks now and then just today word kept coming to me and like i was just ryming them then after i read this i found out that it was about my grandma but at 1st i wasnt sure what i was writing so yeah kinda crazy but she inspired me so thats awesome and i miss her alot so R>I>P grandma!!!!
baby i love you i cant believe its true you got my heart i loved you from the start i never want to part your my babe and im your baby its not a no or a maybe its 100% yes i love you and always will loved you once love you still through thick and thin forever and always and i mean it
no bullshit no lies im not going to hurt you with out you idk what i would do your my sunshine when my head gets cloudy