its not what you say to methat makes me believethat your all i needits what you do thats lets me knowall my love for you i should showthey way you talk and the things you domakes this love burn endless for youthere is never a day that goes bythat my heart does not soar or flywhen i talk to you my heart gets weirdgiving someone my heart i have fearedbut with you this love is much morein the future i dont know whats instorebut i have you now and you are mine as i am yoursthis love bleeds out like rain it poursyou are my presant that i hope to be my futurethis isnt young love its something much more maturewere young yet we know what is truefrom the very start i knewi knew this would gorw to be much more then a friend basesfrom you i have seen the many facesthe one i love best if when your being you, some so beautifulyou light up my life when befor it was black and dulli will stay with you as long as fate allows and love you foreverbecause my love for you doesnt undertsand the word neverits impossible its like not breathingyou are like my breath its what im needingyou will forever be in my heart as long as its beatingand no you will never be leavingyour in there to stayfor i hope you will never go awayi love youand this true because without you i would not be me.
from the 1st day i saw you to the last breath i watched you takei never knew that day was the last time i would see youi had always exspected it to happenbut never realized how soon it would comeyou just wound up on the wrong roadtook a wrong turn somewhere in lifeour family was alread in so much grief,and then you had to fall toobut its not your faultyou always seemd to know your doomed day would comebut you never admited italthough i knew you were afraid for your lifeon a day to day bases i could see the painsome much came out through your eyeseven one glance would say a thousand wordsi never knew to how much extent being in a gang would beuntil i lost youhow much pain and hurt it could causehow one could just take away another lifeonly because of a colorits much like racism, why fight for a color?i'd rather live life as if i were color blindeso much easier it would beno more would another person fall to the gang sceneso many fall into the trap and most dont make it outtheres no ecscaping death itsall aroundbut why put yourself right in where it starts?although it doesnt make sence i know you never ment toyou may feel like you let us down because you were the oldestbut trust me, you never let me downno matter how many meaningless fights i always looked up to youi knew who you were when we were kidssome how the hard life changed youbut i will never forget the good memories we hadwe may not have ended on good term but you are my brotheryou are my family and my friend and i hope you sleep welland maybe one day when it is my time to go i will see youi will mee t you at the crossroads with all of the other fallenoh, and while your up there say hi to dad for me.you were dedicated to you gang i just wish it were to something betteralthough you may not be here physicalyeveryone will have you in there heartsyou will be missed and never forgoten.R.I.P Anthony Hudsin...my brother and friend.-
when i fall you help me risei love you so dont you realize?you have captured my heartmy love i have loved you from the starti wish upon my luck stars thats you will be mine one daythere is nothing you can say or doto make me love you any less then i doforever will i be by your sidemy love for you i will never hidejust let me try to be your one and onlyif you give me your heart i will never set it freeunless that is what you desirethis some kind of passion, the fireburns within me for youmy love for you will forever be trueno matter what no one will love you as much as i do._____________________________________________________________havn't wrote a poem lately well here it is, not dedicated to anyone. just random words from the heart, which is, what poems really are right? haha well yeah i'm single now so yeah ladies gedd at me if you want to =] thanks for reading muchooo love from cali!
when its my time to dieat my funural nobody crywhen its time for me to fly,let me gojust know,that im smiling downand that i will always be aroundi know it will hurt but as days pass byit will get harder try but,just know that what i gave up was all for younow im in the sky so spacious and blueive made mistakes in my life but,ive changed my life for youi died making something out of myself and my legacy will live onso stay strongwhen you dont know what to do just look to the skysand i know the hardest thing is to say byebut son, make me proud and live your life the right wayyou will make something out of yourself one daykeep your head up and keep your faith aliveeven thought ive died i hope my memory will live oneven after im long goneyou are my legacyjust be all you can bei will always be by your sideim sorry for all the tears ive caused because ive kept count of the tearsbut just know i love you and im always looking down_________________________________________________________________________so if u dont know, my dad died when i was 14 and its been hard but this poem is kinda about dat but ive learned that you cant be sad for ever sometime u gotta smile and kno ppl come nd go but tha memories last 4evr.R.IP dad;;
you come running in tears and ask what are you supposed to dowhen we were together you said its just not working out let just be friendsbut yet look your hurt againyou told me you thought i would hurt you like the restso you went to find some one newand look he left you blueyou didnt even give me a tryand now all you can do is cryno im not saying i told you sobecause i can admit i didnt even knowbut love is pain thats just the way it gobut when you said i was like the rest you were wrongim not like them but you couldnt seeand now i have moved on and friends is all we will ever beim not like most imma be here 4 u through thick and thinyour love is now what has beenbut our momments is something that can never be replacedthat day our love left with out a traceand when i thought i wasnt going to get through it, i got over you.________________________________________________________________________idk where this idea came from its not exactly from a personal experience it just poped in my head so i began to type it here. well thanks 4 vewiing hope you likeyy
the days felt like months;the months felt like yearsthe hours felt like daysand while i waited i hoped amd prayedthat you would be mine againno i dont want to be just a friendi want you to be my baby girlmy everything my whole worldno i wont be like the resti'll be your #1 the best so just forget about the restim the only one with the red S on my chestyour my fallen angel and forever i will catch youmake you smile when your feeling bluebe the only person who stays trueyour love is the only way i see the lighti'll be your night and you'll be my star shining brightei know there will be times we fight;but no matter what i will always love you
ive died inside yes i know keep my head up and faith alive trust me ive tried i just go in around and around just to end up in the same placejust another lost soul gone without a trace im tired of trying because the more i do i feel like im dien why am i fighting to live if im just living to die can someone please tell me why?so much pain and heart aches with every day my heart breaks every step of the way i find my self a stray staryed from the real me its like im trying to be what im unable to be this is my life i just wish you could see everyone makes mistakesand i know there are no life retakes this is like the only thing i know its like the past is something i cant let go where i go from here; i do not know but i know this road will be long and dim my future is looking grim im trying to find the light but it seems im struggling to find wats right no one knows how much ive triedto change my self withinbut sometimes i dont even know where to beginim not trying to be how others want to seebut i know i must change mein order to survive and do goodi just wish someone understoodi made for more them im doing nowi juz have to break away and learn howi know i can change
ive died insideyes i know keep my head up and faith alivetrust me ive triedi just go in around and around just to end up in the same placejust another lost soul gone without a traceim tired of tryingbecause the more i do i feel like im dienwhy am i fighting to live if im just living to diecan someone please tell me why?so much pain and heart acheswith every day my heart breaksevery step of the wayi find my self a straystaryed from the real meits like im trying to be what im unable to bethis is my life i just wish you could seeeveryone makes mistakesand i know there are no life retakesthis is like the only thing i knowits like the past is something i cant let gowhere i go from here; i do not know
her heart has been strippedher wings have been clippedshe has fallen and i want to be the one to catch heri love her and this i am sureshe is the angel i seeshe is the star i see in the night shining brightlyever night i dreami dream of that one angela broken and fallen angel but yet she is so perfect in my eyesand every time she crysi kills me insidebecause even if i tried she still criedwich means i failed and let her downbecause i want to be the only one to make her smile and never frowneven when all she wants to do is cryi will still try and try i willbecause i loved her once i love her stilland 4ever i always willuntil;; untilthe end of time 4everi will get you even if it takes forever because forever is better then neverbecause you make all things betteryou are my sunshine when my head gets cloudyyou make gray skies go away4ever is how long i want you to stayi wish i mayi wish i myte hav yu 2 hold 2 nyteand every nytefor the rest of my life
roses are red violets are blue but my flowers are deadthere wilted and black flowing redbut no,no tears i will sheadno i will not fight i will not strainjust take me now and for the rest of my lifebecuase theres nothing i can do i aready took the knifeit cut me in two pieces and left me broken insidebut dont worry about me, ive already diedi will not run i will not hidebecuase i know its coming for meim already dead and gone, im already freeshead no tears i went to my destinyit seemed like i was burried alive for yearsso many tearsso much pain was around meno, not for my life i will not pleajust let me go, let me beand you will see how much better of i will beim in so much pain just let me goand my tears will no longer flowi will be better off gone them when i am herebut no, have no fear i will always be herelooking down on you and smilingi know you did everything you couldi had major writers block for weeks now and then just today word kept coming to me and like i was just ryming them then after i read this i found out that it was about my grandma but at 1st i wasnt sure what i was writing so yeah kinda crazy but she inspired me so thats awesome and i miss her alot so R>I>P grandma!!!!
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