Alone
You gave me faith, strength to believe
Never ever thought that you would leave
Never knew what was in store
Til I opened the door
How could I be so blind?
When I said “I just wouldn’t mind”
Don’t pretend as if you care
When all you could do is stare
Don’t tell me that you understand
When you couldn’t even lend a hand
Don’t tell me that you’ll help me through
When you don’t even have a clue
Of what I’m going through
From now on, I’m on my own
Yeah, I’d rather be alone
By myself, I had to live on
But I don’t know how I could move on
Enough with all the lies
These things just make me cry
Now how could I hold on?
When I don’t even know what’s going on
I’ve learned to hold back my tears
I’ve learned to face my fears
Never ask what went wrong
In my world, now, you don’t belong
And this I’m telling you
Right here tonight
I will make things right
I once told myself “be strong”
“Don’t you give up, carry on”
But now I don’t know
If I could still stand alone
I just can’t take this pain anymore
I’m tired of trying to make things right
I’m so tired of holding on
Just when I thought that the end is near
Turns out to be, it’s just not clear
Where do I go from here?
I used to be so patient
And I used to be so blind
But what I’m seeing right now
I know I just don’t mind
Just want to close my eyes