moh_jarrad

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Am not perfect there's no 1 who is perfect but god!! Well my fiends some times call me jim cary! [ couse i make them laugh soo much ] i don't care who'z talkin' 'bout me I hate waiting really i cant say all thing that i have, but i have 1 thing to say.. theres nothing deserve in the whole world to get sad from it NoThInG!!!
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Frozen love

I always thought we'd grow old together.
Facing each new day.
But now, in the tears that fall upon my face.
Your memory fades away.
We walked with our problems in silence.
Dawn falling into dusk.
Leafs collecting at our cold and tired feet.
Along with what grieved us.
In my bedroom, surrounded by empty walls.
I want to scream and shout.
My mouth opens, but the tortured words...
Just won't come out.
You! This woman I began to love.
Got lost for a "Nothing".
Everything we'd built, destroyed.
Over one careless fling.
Used to think I was so lucky.
I had it all.
Nothing unknown is knowable, so depressed.
You just watched me fall.
My heart bleeds.
The snow becomes red.
How life has mocked you.
Were you ever here? memories gone, dead.
Your like salt on an open wound.
Reminding me you once were here.
Warm like the blood in my veins.
The love I had for you, so dear.
In my distorted, broken dreams.
So empty, yet real.
I'm floating through air.
I touch your face, hoping to feel.
This frozen silence belongs to you.
I'm all that you see.
I only want revenge.
Giving back what you gave to me.
Sorry I loved you so.
And you didn't feel the same.
When I think of what could have been.
What a waste! Such a shame!
Stone by stone, I'll re-build my life.
I'm stronger when hardest hit.
I know only to well.
This is the time I must never quit.
My conscious asks the question.
I long to hear.
Is the grass really greener on the other side?
My conscious asks the question.
I will always fear.

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I love you
I can't stop thinking about you,
Your always on my mind,
How will I live my life,
Without you in my arms?
You are the one,

Who can bring a smile to my face,
And tears at the same time,
Just like a lime,
Both sour and delicious,
At the same time.
I just want you to know,

I will love you forever,
Until god pulls his lever,
Where I will wait for you in heaven,
So I can love you once again...

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You're my special love beyond compare,
A star shining above the rest,
I desire for you to be aware,
To me you're the absolute best,
I need you near me everyday,
To make my life much better,
I need your soft lips to press against mine,
your soft arms wrapped around me tightly,
I try to find the words,
To express the feeling in my heart,
I try to show you that I care,
but I don't know where to start,
I guess I'll start right here,
and I guess I'll start right now,
I'll tell you that I love you,
and I'll tell you why and how,
You are the one who brightens my day,
with your smile bright and glowing,
You are the one whom I wake up for,
each and every morning,
As I look into your eyes,
It's hard for me to say,
My love and care grows,
With each passing day,
With my heart's passion,
And feelings so true,
I can't help but say,
I'm in love with you,
So, when I say I Love you,
I mean it from the bottom of my heart,
You've healed me when I was so sick,
I believe you're in me, not far apart.

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A girl asked her guy if he thought she was pretty. He said....
NO. She asked him is he would want to be with her forever...and he said No. So then she asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a NO. She had heard enough. with tears in her eyes she turned to leave, but he grabbed her arm and said....You're not pretty your Beautiful. I don't WANT to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever!!! And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die.....

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and stare into space,
the stars start to move,
into the shape of your face.
I see you there now,
looking down at me,
with that cute little smile,
that I like to see.
you say "close your eyes",
"tell me what you see",
I see only 2 people,
just you and me.
We're walking the shoreline,
with our feet getting wet,
the horizon turns pink,
as the sun starts to set.
We make love through the night,
on that white sandy shore,
then I hold you while thinking,
I could want nothing more.
Oh I wish I could be,
in that one special place,
as I lie on the ground,
and I stare into space!

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With your spirit I am trapped, by your love I am saved…..
With one kiss I am whole…without a touch of your lips I thirst as if wandering a vast desert and seeing a mirage in front of me only to taste sand….
Same effect rings true when I attempt to kiss you and you deny my affection…
Yet I walk through the desert endlessly searching for an oasis….
And I attempt many times over…a chance to receive a kiss in return….
If I do get the water I need…I continue on a journey….
To the north I travel through untouched tundra, fighting winds which push me to my knees and lodge me in the deepest snow….
I try to hold you as if I am fighting that same force…and you sometimes keep me back…
I feel exhausted after many attempts to rise to my feet, yet I press on….raging war with the impossible hope I can make it…
And I do…. I get to hold you…even for a moment…I have won the battle….
I venture east to mountains with no peak, where wilderness rules the surface and massive cliff faces rule the sky…. There is no day or night here…. It all remains constant as the immense boulder casts it’s shadow to block out all remnants of day… and yet I search…I climb….attempting to reach the peaks I know to be non-existent… to scale this mountain in hopes of catching the sun….
In your eyes I see the sun…and the mountain I will forever climb is the love you have….at the top….where the sun is…where our eyes can meet and you can tell me what I have climbed forever for….
I will remain trapped with your spirit attempting to reach this peak…and you will see….
That only by your love………………I am saved

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I knew you before I ever I met you,
I loved you before I ever liked you,
I held you before I ever touched you,
I kissed you before we ever spoke,
I did all these things in my dreams,
I dreamed hard enough and it came true,
But you left me, and that wasn't a dream meant from you.

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L ------ Let your heart speak in silence
O ------ Oblige to take all the sacrifices
V ------ Vehemently accept criticism
E ------ Endure to carry all the pain

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As I lay awake in bed at night wondering if ill ever get to meet you I think to myself I already have, although separated by thousands of miles I know in my heart that you are truly mine, I stare at the moon wondering if u r doing the same, but then again I think my heart is to blame, the feelings that I have for you are unlike any I have ever had, please don’t let this turn out bad.

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Take my hand and lead the way,
tell me all you want to say.
Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear.
Kiss my lips and touch my skin,
bring out passions deep within.
Pull me close and hold me near,
take away my pain and fear.
In the darkness of the night,
be my beacon, shine your light.
In the brightness of the sun,
show me that you are the one.
Give me wings so I can fly,
for I can soar when you're nearby.
Enter my heart break down the wall,
it's time for me to watch it fall.
I've been a prisoner can't you see?
Break my chains and set me free.
Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I wont put up a fight.
Release my soul held deep within...
I'm ready now, let TRUE LOVE begin.

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Love first hit me the day I met you.
It made me feel like my love was true.
Oh it felt good like true love,
how that touched me way far above.
It felt like magic just went through me.
And then i thought could it really be
a kiss from you to me?

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I sit in the park
were i dwell for this boy
i love so well
he took my heart away from me
now he wants to set me free
i see a girl on his lap
e says things he never said to me
i ran home to cry on my bed
not a word to mother was said
father came home late that night
he saw me hanging from a rope
he took his knife and cut me down
and on y dress a note was found:
dig my grave, dig it deep
dig my grave from head to feet
and on the top place a dove
and remember this i died for love

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