manda

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There isn't really much i can say about myself, except i love hanging out with friends and just having a good time.
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So you fooled me again
I cant help but to let you win
It wouldnt hurt so bad
If you didnt say "i love you"
Then do what you always do
Everythime i see you,
You pull my heart out
But i always run back
Without a doubt
Yes, I always make the choice
But its only cause i hear your voice
I thought your soul was kind
But thats only because mines blind
Every tear that falls gives me
another reason to get over you
Then i remeber all the things we use to do
I feel safe in your arms
But in the long run it only brings me harm
It feels as if the skin im in isnt mine
And forĀ happiness all my life
Ive been waiting in line

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Help me help myself
My heart broke when you told me how you felt
I cant believe i did what i did
Your childesh games remind me of a kid
You took my pride
With every tear i cried
My love is shot to shame
I hope you never speak my name
I guess your not to blame
What you took can never be replaced
Now ill never forget your face
Its a lesson in life
Never give it up
till the night your made a wife
I let it happen that night
but deep inside i was fighting a fight
It didnt last very long
but it was still wrong
You took what made me me
Now i have to be
someone i dont want to be

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They were on the way to church
Now she's riding in a hurse
He loved to speed
He never knew that this is where that would lead
They never knew the was going to flip
Laying on the ground blood dripping from her lips
Holding her hand as it grew cold
Now memories are all he holds
He blams his self, her picture still sits on his shelf
He said he'd never fall in love again
And his heart will never mend
He loved her
and she loved him
In heaven they will meet again

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Nothing that i feel is fake
My heart is what i want you to take
You will never find love thats what i was told
I look back and see my heart was frozen cold
But you woke me up from death
With your warm breath
Before you my life was full of pain
Because of you i feel life running through my vains
It seems i used to be dead
My past is a book that never needs to be read
I used to hate everything about me
I was my own enemy
The day you took my hand
I started to understand
After he hurt me it seems like i died
But you filled me, with life inside

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Do you know how it feels to cry
Sit up every night and think about a simple lie
What does she have that i dont
My lifes passing me by, yet im asleep
Im floating, yet im sinking so deep
I feel like im not alive, yet living
I have everything yet everythings missing
Your memorys gone, yet still playing in my mind
Now i can see, yet im blind
Im here yet gone
My hearts broken in 2, yet its still one
I hate you, yet i love you

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Dexter
He's everything i see
Everything I want 2 be
He's who i want to spend forever with
He's the one i never want 2 have 2 miss
The only one i want 2 kiss
He's the one who stole my heart
If i look back i knew it from the start
He's who i never want 2 make sad
He's who i never want to make cry
Hes everything in my eyes
He always makes me smile
And i havnt smiled in a while
I just hope he sees
He's the one for me

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At first i was scared 2 open upĀ 2 you
Its not something im use 2
That meant a new start
I was scared you would break my heart
Its been broken many times in the past
I didnt think anythingĀ  could last
when you asked me out
I had my doubts
But now i see
I am a lucky girl
And maybe this was ment 2 be
Everything you do
Brings my world a little more light
When you hold me tight
I feel no fright
When you smile
my life feels complete for a little while
When you talk to me
i feel i have a reason 2 be
my soul burns for you
when i look in your eyes
And see no lies
i am so in with you
I hope you know that
I am never going 2 do anything 2 hurt you
nothin in the world means more 2 me
then you
I didnt know i could feel this way so fast
I am going 2 do everything 2 make it last....
I love you so much dexter lee davis...

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Puddle of tears

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Before you i was sitting in a puddle of tears

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But then you made my world clear

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It must have been your smile

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But that only lasted a little while

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I couldn't understand why

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I thought you loved me at that point i couldn't tell it was a lie

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As i take a second to rewind

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I see i was just blind

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You broke my heart

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Left me inĀ a world that was dark

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you turned me cold starting at my core

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Yet i still beg for more!

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Everyday i force a fake smile

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Every step feels like another mile

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I cant believe she took my place

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And every time i turn around someones pushing it in my face

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If only the time i spent with you could get erased

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It's my own fears that need to be faced

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I need to move on

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Buf i feel my heart cant goĀ on

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Never getting you back is what i fear..

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With that said im sitting in a puddle of tears

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I am down on my knees

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Take me now... God please

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Take me away from this pain

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Let happiness be what i gain

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Thoughts of what i could do

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should i be kissed by a knife

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to take me away from this life

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or choked by a rope

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it'll only take a few minutes i hope

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i could take a blow to the head

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that would only take a second,

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then i'd be dead

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Laying lifeless on the bed

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but then i think

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if i go through with this

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by him will i even be missed!

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I wonder if he even knows inside im dying

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Every night it's me crying

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maybe one day he will see

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that no one can love him like me

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If not ill still be sitting here

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IN A PUDDLE OF TEARS

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You Joined the army your heart full of pride while i sat at home and cried Now iraq is calling your name your scared without shame when we broke up long ago i felt so low It seems i cant let you go now i know i have to move on cause youll forget about me while your gone i dont want to look back and say i wasted my time So tell me what i need to do should i wait or get over you?
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The only time i feel fright is when your in sight you said you needed time i wish you would make up your mind I can see lthe lies I can read them in your eyes My heart is what you hold But your fingers are so cold My feelings inside are becoming hard to hide I wish i could set you free Just let you be you and i are in the past What did i do wrong why didnt we last When i look at your face i know you could never be replaced My soul aches My heart Breaks I dont think it was a waste of time Those days where my prime
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When i see you i cant catch my breath, If i knew i could never see you again the one thing i would long for is death you say you dont want a relationship now but when you do i might not be here waiting on you. I wish you could see yall arnt ment to be. Everyone says im crazy, i could have so much more, But your loves what im fighting for. I know she's the one you love, you think shes an angle sent from above. Maybe one day you'll see yall arnt ment to be, She's not what you think, Everytime you say her name My heart feels like a ship that sank. I just wish you would see yall aint ment to be When you come to me you just want to get laid, but i've wanted to be with you since the 2nd grade. Maybe in the end we will just be friends i just wish you could see yall arnt ment to be.