I put a mask on everyday,
pretending to be okay.
hiding my pain
telling jokes and smiling,
when really inside I'm dying,
I'm broken into pieces,
shattered and lost,
I cant help but to be sad and miserable,
I'm just holding back the tears,
so everyone will leave me alone,
but one day I shall break,
and this mask will fade away,
I cant keep this act up forever,
its too hard,
pretending I'm fine.
when inside I'm screaming,
and hurting deeper than
I thought I would ever know.
why am I hurting so much?
when I didn't do anything wrong.
when can I cry and not have a reason?
never, cause everyone will want to know my story.
when will my pieces be picked back up?
I hope soon by the only person that can.
when will I be put back together?
anytime soon would be fine,
I don't know how much longer
I can keep this up.
so come back to me,
I shall wait for you endlessly.
Written by lonely in love
Submitted by lonely in love