Kelsey66

hey my name is kelsey, I have a bit of a situation  and i need some advise.There is guy named andrew that i met about 2 years ago, well i always knew him cause hes lived in my hometown my whole life, hes a bit older then me and he goes to the same bar every weekend that i go to here in town, 2 years ago i started getting attracted to him, and i sort of felt the same thing back because he would alway come home with me after the bar, hes not much of a talker hes kinda of shy so i would just ask him if he was walking home, we would walk up the hill and he would just come home with me. it happened several times for a while and then it just stopped, I think mainly because i gave up trying ,because i was too in to him to just keep it at that, but i never told him how i felt because I wasnt sure how he felt or if he wanted anything more so i sort of gave up. I am good friends with one of his friends and lately i asked him to find out what andrew thinks of me, so possibly i could break the ice if he felt the same way. Its akward everytime we are around each other, its not just me i can feel back from him as well, its really hard to have a conversation with him,  he always watches me whenever im around him, i see out of the cornor of my eye and so do my friends. But why is this guy not doing anything about it. To me i look at it like this If someone wants a one night stand, all it would be is a ONE night stand, so why does he continously keep coming home with me , after 2 years of not bothering with me at all, ever since i said something to his freind hes been approaching me to walk home with him in the last couple of weeks, i dont know if thats his way of telling me something, or not. I asked my friend about what he found out, and he told me hes not sure because andrew doesnt say much. So im in a rut, i dont know if this guy really likes me, or is just comfortable coming home and sleeping with me on a number of a occasions. its frustrating cause i really wanna say something. but im afraid if i do, and he rejects me then i guess i just dont have any of it anymore,  and im not really sure if i want any of it to end completely or not, even if the feelings not mutual. Please help me haha

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Got a date a week from friday with the preachers son Everybody says he's crazy I'll have to see I finally moved to jackson when the summer came I wont have to pay that boy to racke my leaves I'm probably going on and on it seems im doing more of that these days I probably wouldnt be this way I probably wouldnt hurt so bad I never pictured every minute without you in it oh you left so fast sometimes I see you standing there sometimes Its like im losing touch sometimes I feel that im so lucky to have had the chance to love this much, so god give me a moments grace cause if I never see your face I probably wouldnt be this way Mama says I just shouldnt speak to you susan says that I should just move on you oughta see the way these people look at me when they see me round here talking to this stone everybody thinks ive lost my mind but I just take it day by day I probably wouldnt be this way I probably wouldnt hurt so bad I never pictured every minute without you in it oh you left so fast sometimes I see you standing there sometimes I feel an angels touch sometimes I feel that im so lucky to have had the chance to love this much, so god give me a moments grace cause if I never see your face, I probably wouldnt be this way got a date a week from friday with the preachers son everybody says im crazy,guess ill have to see. Submitted by Kelsey66

#probably, #wouldnt

Submitted by Kelsey E-mail: kelsey_5038@hotmail.com V1. We sit and we count the stars, sex and choclate bars their addictive...... And how do you fix your scars, when they've gone too far, what is with this....Bridge: Am I go wild? Am I going Wild? Chorus. If I had a chance, had a choice I'd scream so loud, Id lose my voice but you can't hear me you can't hear me, you can't feel it, Picture perfect I can't be that. repeat chorus Am I going wild? Am I going wild? Repeat chorus 3x

#picture, #perfect

Submitted by Kelsey E-mail: kelsey_5038@hotmail.com He came into my life like a broken record, He was so insecure, so down, and always stoned. I wanted to show him that I cared and for him to know that he was loved but things didn’t work out that way, we fought constantly and when we separated all I got was the silent treatment. We went out, then broke up and it was a constant thing like a broken record skipping because it’s cracked down the middle. I knew he loved me and I was the only thing in his life that he cared about other then his brother and his weed. That was the problem that messed up everything we had, I was his second priority, never his first, its like he woke up stoned, he was never sober and as hard as it was for me I hung in there. I loved him but I didn’t love him the way he wanted me to. I wasn’t being fair to myself or to him but really he was never being fair to me either because he was never there when I needed him. Knowing that he cared so much for me like no one else, he was my security, my comfort and I knew if I had problems with someone else I could run back to him just as easy and he would take me back. I had never been in a situation such as that but I didn’t know what to do with myself I think I was just lost and I wanted someone to love me for who I am, instead of getting screwed over every time with some other person. I fell for a guy that screwed me over badly and I didn’t know what to do anymore and that’s when I ran back to him. We went out again, and then we didn’t see enough of each other so I had to call if off again. Now a couple months later he is continuously giving me the silent treatment once again, and I don’t know if it is he don’t want to talk to me or he don’t want me around because He loves me too much that he cant bear to be around me unless were together or he wants a change. I have no clue what he wants, and as corny as this sounds I don’t know what I want either. Maybe this was supposed to happen but I don’t know because even though this guy treated me like I was an angel, I always knew he was never good enough for me but deep down I wanted him to be and I wanted to love him the way he loved me. I don’t know what to do I’m so confused and none of my friends will talk to me or let me vent how I truly feel, I have no one to listen or care and knowing that he’s not there no more for me to run to leads me nowhere.

#security

Submitted by kelsey E-mail: kelsey_5038@hotmail.com Verse 1 I know this pain (I know this pain, I know this pain Why do lock yourself up in these chains? (these chains, these chains No one can change your life except for you Don't ever let anyone step all over you Just open your heart and your mind, mmm Is it really fair to feel this way inside?Chorus Ooh some day somebody's gonna make you want to Turn around and say goodbye Until then baby are you going to let them Hold you down and make you cry Don't you know? Don't you know things can change Things'll go your way If you hold on for one more day Can you hold on for one more day Things'll go your way Hold on for one more day (one more day) Verse 2 You could sustain, you could sustain Mmm or are you comfortable with the pain? You've got no one to blame for your unhappiness (no baby) You got yourself into your own mess Lettin' your worries pass you by ,lettin' your worries pass you by Baby don't you think it's worth your time To change your mind? Chorus Noo noo, some day somebody's gonna make you want to Turn around and say goodbye Until then baby are you going to let them Hold you down and make you cry Don't you know? Don't you know things can change Things'll go your way If you hold on for one more day Can you hold on for one more day Things'll go your way (oh things'll go your way) Hold on for one more day Breakdown I know that there is pain But you hold on for one more day And you break free from the chains Yeah I know that there is pain But you hold for one more day And you break free right from the chains Chorus Some day somebody's gonna make you want to Turn around and say goodbye (and say goodbye) Until then baby are you going to let them Hold you down and make you cry Don't you know? Don't you know things can change Things'll go your way If you hold on for one more day, yeah Can you hold on Don't you know things can change Things'll go your way If you hold on for one more day Can you hold on Can you hold on Mmm... Can you hold on baby Won't you tell me now Hold on for one more day Cause it's gonna go away Don't you know things can change Things'll go your way If you hold on for one more day yeah Can't you change it this time Make up your mind Hold on Hold on Hold on Hold on, baby hold on Turn around, Just turn around baby Hold on for one more day, Cause It's gonna go your way...

Submitted by Kelsey E-mail: kelsey_5038@hotmail.com V1. why do you always do this to me, why couldnt you just see you through me? how come you act like this like you just dont care at all? do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?bridge: I can feel, i can feel you near me, even though your far away I can feel I can feel you baby why? Chorus. Its not supposed to feel this way I need you I need you more and more each day, Its not supposed to hurt this way I need you I need you I need you tell me are you and me still together tell me? do u think we could last forever tell me? why. v2. Hey listen to what were not saying, lets play a diffrent game then what were playing, try to look at me and really see my heart, do you expect me to believe Im gonna let us fall apart repeat bridge repeat chorus So go and think about whatever you need to think about, go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about and come back too me when you know just how you feel, you feel. repeat bridge repeat chorus 2x

#avril, #lavigne