jhen10

Its a sunny day when you and me having fun taking pic at the highway I am walking going to where you are standing too I know your smile aren't so you Because you missed my mom thats true Two years past my mom sent a letter for you You opened it so happy that i feel you Then I wondered why that glow disappear you went on store and bought those shit beers You asked for a scrambled egg I cooked looking at you so dead You want me to stay beside you So I didn't left to play my hue Years had past my mind still wanders at the past now you are having a mistress, im so sad I had once hated you Because i know nothing, whats up to you But each time i saw you out of the world I know you're thinking of my mom ahead but the lady you are with now had its pledge Its the baby she bet One day you feel so damn cold I hate these mistress giving you that Bullshit medicine with Ginebra in your bed She's crazy giving you a 'threat' since then everything was a bad dream you are craving asking for a rim and to give you a cure and see the shores core We brought you to you're place a few month you were replaced without drinking my coffee made for you cooking an oat to hotten the cold body of you When you left an angel came Named for you as Mary Jean Now I know Im lucky 'cause I feel your glory help me ! i want to give her what you have given in me

#its, #his, #angel, #after, #then

Its a sunny day when you and me having fun taking pic at the highway I am walking going to where you are standing too I know your smile aren't so you Because you missed my mom thats true Two years past my mom sent a letter for you You opened it so happy that i feel you Then I wondered why that glow disappear you went on store and bought those shit beers You asked for a scrambled egg I cooked looking at you so dead You want me to stay beside you So I didn't left to play my hue Years had past my mind still wanders at the past now you are having a mistress, im so sad I had once hated you Because i know nothing, whats up to you But each time i saw you out of the world I know you're thinking of my mom ahead but the lady you are with now had its pledge Its the baby she bet One day you feel so damn cold I hate these mistress giving you that Bullshit medicine with Ginebra in your bed She's crazy giving you a 'threat' since then everything was a bad dream you are craving asking for a rim and to give you a cure and see the shores core We brought you to you're place a few month you were replaced without drinking my coffee made for you cooking an oat to hotten the cold body of you When you left an angel came Named for you as Mary Jean Now I know Im lucky 'cause I feel your glory help me ! i want to give her what you have given in me

#its, #his, #angel, #after, #then

As I learned to speakI started calling him 'TATAY'Whenever He's by my side I dont feel weakHe tells me everything thats rightand even if I can't make itHe just then touches my head at nightI learned to fight my pessimismAnd stood straight with my foot off the groundLive life full of optimismBut each time October comes inI lay down my head and bury my tearsAs I remember when his time dim' The morning comes he's sleepingI thought I just have to sit beside himBut when I touches him he never open his eyesI wondered so farI tried to offer him coffeeBut he cant hear meI cooked an oat for himits his favorite I knowBut his interest again never showSo i tried to wake him upI feel the cold body in himI know what it means'I miss my one and only 'TATAY'And I LOVE HIMI cannot LIESometimes memories still flashes... I cherished it even in ashes... And wish He was with me... Offer me the first flower of 18 and Dances

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As I learned to speak I started calling him "TATAY" Whenever He's by my side I dont feel weak He tells me everything thats right and even if I can't make it He just then touches my head at night I learned to fight my pessimism And stood straight with my foot off the ground Live life full of optimism But each time October comes in I lay down my head and bury my tears As I remember when his time dim " The morning comes he's sleeping I thought I just have to sit beside him But when I touches him he never open his eyes I wondered so far I tried to offer him coffee But he cant hear me I cooked an oat for him its his favorite I know But his interest again never show So i tried to wake him up I feel the cold body in him I know what it means" I miss my one and only "TATAY" And I LOVE HIM I cannot LIE Sometimes memories still flashes I cherished it even in ashes And wish He was with me Offer me the first flower of 18 and Dances i don't really know what made me wrote this ... I was about to sleep when i hold my pencil and started writing ... early in the morning i have these piece ... i posted it without edition ... it was really what is in my notebook "diary" ... I love my Father ... I miss the things we do when he was here ... we go to Barber shop ... buy boiled egg so he can force me to have a military haircut !!! i might not be a female when he is alive ... i might be a lesbian ... and no one could ever hurt me ... I love you tatay ... i miss you so much !!! come to me and let me feel your presence ... i want your comfort .... huhu ... i love you with all my heart ... you are the only man i ever first loved .... i long for you ... i love you tatay ... i love you ... :'(

#with, #heart, #love

do flirts have the right to be loved? does a bustard girl has the right to cry? why did you do this? what did i do to you? where did i go wrong? when did i hurt you? how come you denied me? i love you honestly... i'd seduce you in my depth... i'd promise you until my death... i long for your touch... i wanna kiss your lips... i wanna hug you... bare with you till the dawn breaks... watch the world holding your hands... walk a thousand miles with you beside me... but all of these was a nailed promise... never gonna happen... and will just fade... fade away nothing... a moment that will fall down my knees... a harmony that will ignite like a falling stars... a vow that will never be in crowd...

#this, #post, #dedicated, #friend

 

When I say 'I love you'... I mean itBut if it's not then tell me earlyRather than fooling meWhen I started caring feel it'cause if you can't... I mean nothingRather than fooling meMy first I love youMy first I miss youAll of this are trueTell me you dont love meTell me you dont careTell me... tell meSay what's insideSay what's deep outsideWhy did you let me love you? What did i do wrong? What did I tell you a lie? Why you let me cry? I never competeBut i love you in completeSo why it ended just like this? I fell madly inloveYou kill me down insideNow you're totally gone by my side

#long, #your, #touch

One happy relationshipNo problems in deedHand in hand no one could splitChanges came a longTrust have gone wrongArgument just kept onNow you are submissiveSeduces me inactiveConvicted me invectiveDon't show me sympathetic sorrowDon't even share me bed-fellowOr stood in front of me bawlWe are no longer as oneWe are separated the day you ranStay away! I don't need you anyway! You gave me hatredYou built in heartachesBut why at night I'm still awake? To forget you is such a hard thingIt puts my heart and soul in vainI am devoted to you, I'm so ashame 

#loved

I become victim of love Feelings that I can't hide Makes me crazy inside You don't love me right? But why I love you so tight That made me think of you every night I never been this before I love you for sure Babe I need your cure Free me with thy love Cause I wanna be your bride And forever by your side

#crazy, #love

i don't know why ... each time I tried to tell how I feel for you ... you seem to deny ... you give the false mean ... like I am just pretending ... it hurts don't you feel ? But i kept the pain because I don't want to fight for nothing important but just giving a suffering ... somehow i just wanted to keep in silence but still you give a false mean ... will you tell me what to do ? do i have to just the way you want to ? please tell me ...

#much, #pain

I am all alone my roomPlaying my old guitarAnd it seems it hasn't the tuneLike my love for him being bloomI dropped the phone rang I hang the guitar, I'm doneI bend my body in 'mine'It's the bear He gave me when He's mineI took my towelI went for a showerI remember himNagging at dimI cried, I criedI sat the floorThe water flowsOver my body and soulI've tried to forgetI tried to resetThe life I haveBefore he leftOh my mineIf only you're mineI'll be the tallest of all pinesAnd the longest of all linesI miss everything we areI long for every chords you play on my guitarI wanna hear the song you sangAnd joined you till we're oneMy mine! ! ! my mine! ! ! You're still on my mindMy heart still beat for youAnd my soul lingers you soCome back to meLove me and I should beHear me callingCatch me, I'm fallin' 

#still, #living, #past