Jessica_Robyn

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I would rather cry over the truth than smile for a lie <3
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She walks to school with the lunch she packedNobody knows what she's holding backWearing the same dress she wore yesterdayShe hides the bruises with the linen and lace, ohThe teacher wonders but she doesn't askIt's hard to see the pain behind the maskBearing the burden of a secret stormSometimes she wishes she was never bornConstant cries through the nightThe neighbors hear but they turn out the lightA fragile soul caught in the hands of fateWhen morning comes it will be too lateA statue stands in a shaded placeAn angel girl with an upturned faceA name is written on a polished rockA broken heart that the world forgot

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how is it possible to vind your voice when theres no one there to listen or to trust when you've only been let down?

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through the wind and the rain she stands hard as a stonein a world were she cant rise aboveand her dreams give her wingsand she flys to her place where she's loved

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No matter how we say we feelsometimes we all need a pair of wingsto get away for even a little whileand forget about everything

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it sour last chance to share the stagebefore we go our seperate waysits the last chance for us to shineto hold you close and kiss one more time

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the only one who knows who I am, who im not, who I wanna bewill never again sit beside meI feel so alone everywhere I goI cant talk about anything to anyone I knowwhy does everything have to turn out wrongwhy can I no longer be independently strongim sick of people treating me like dirt, and thinking nothing more of methey don’t know how it makes me feel, they don’t see what I seetake a second look at yourself and the people around youand ask yourself if for one day you could do what I doto wake up every morning thinking of a way to hidehide from those closest tome not wanting them by my sidethat lonely feeling, finally taking tollleaving in my chest, a permanent holesinking back into depression over and over againalways changing, from to friendnever knowing what it feels like to have a homebut forever knowing what it means to be alone

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Im so lost and confusedyour the last thing i wanted to losei thought i was finally in lovecompared to everyone else i thought we were so far abovei havnt thought about anything but youand even now thats still all i doi need you to much, i dont want you to gotheres SOO many things i want you to knowwhen you were invincible i saw you so clearand now more than anything i need you herewith you i found how love really feelsand i dont need heartbreak to make it seem more realnothing matters when your aroundnot a person, not even the loudest soundbut when your not here i never know what to dobecause the only thing that ever matters is youfor me nothing seems to turn out rightbut im never letting you o without a fight.......

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take a chance on this heart of minei dont want to be the on you leave behindright now i dont know whats wrong or whats righti just know i wanna be with you tonightin your arms is where i wanna stayill stay there all night, ill stay there all dayi know people move on, their wheels keep turningbut mine have stopped and my love for you is always burningall i want is for you to be by my sideto be here, to call you mineif your going, take my heart now it doesnt belongi cant have it if my love is goneif your gonna walk out the door, do it nowdont say anything, dont bother turning aroundall i can do now is carry onsomehow, find a way to move onyou'll never be able to make it better, make it rightwhy bother if you wont be in sighti dont know what to do, theres no reason to breathe againso there i stand, in front of the mirror, with dads gun in my handi hold it to my head, ready and tightit doesnt feel wrong, but it doesnt feel righti think about all we had and how it turned this waythe way you made me feel, the 3 words i couldnt sayi put the gun in place, holding it as tight as i cani never want to feel that pain ever againas tears fall, so does my hopeand i begin to wonder if i should use ropeNo, i dont care how it happens as long as its donei dont want to be like before, hiding from everyonetears fall harder as i tighten my grip a bit morei slowly fall down, to lean against the dooras my grip tightens, my temple begins to bruisewhy can't i do it, i have nopthing to losei ready the trigger for what im about to doi begin to sob and stare at the mirror for a minute or twowhy i cant do it i do not knowwhy cant i be like him and just let goi ready myself once more but the phone rangits him, as i go to answer, and chuck the gun.............BANGmake sure you read the boys point of view to get it kits 2 poems that make up 1 story

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take a chance on this heart of minei dont want to be the on you leave behindright now i dont know whats wrong or whats righti just know i wanna be with you tonightin your arms is where i wanna stayill stay there all night, ill stay there all dayi know people move on, their wheels keep turningnut mine have stopped and my love for you is always burningall i want is for you to be by my sideto be here, to call you mineif your going, take my heart now it doesnt belongi cant have it if my love is goneif your gonna walk out the door, do it nowdont say anything, dont bother turning aroundall i cna do now is carry onsomehow, find a way to move onyou'll never be able to make it better, make it rightwhy bother if you wont be in sighti dont know what to do, theres no reason to breathe againso there i stand, in front of the mirror, with dads gun in my handi hold it to my head, ready and tightit doesnt feel wrong, but it doesnt feel righti think about all we had and how it turned this waythe way you made me feel, the 3 words i couldnt sayi put the gun in place, holding it as tight as i cani never want to feel that pain ever againas tears fall, so does my hopeand i begin to wonder if i should use ropeNo, i dont care how it happens as long as its donei dont want to be like before, hiding from everyonetears fall harder as i tighten my grip a bit morei slowly fall down, to lean against the dooras my grip tightens, my temple begins to bruisewhy can't i do it, i have nopthing to losei ready the trigger for what im about to doi begin to sob and stare at the mirror for a minute or twowhy i cant do it i do not knowwhy cant i be like him and just let goi ready myself once more but the phone rangits him, as i go to answer, and chuck the gun.............BANGmake sure you read the boys point of view to get it kits 2 poems that make up 1 story

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why is it that the people who try the hardest to make something workget hurt the mostwhen they try to be therethey get pushed awaywhen they try to talk it out they get silencedwhen something doesnt workthey get the blamewhen they do nothingthey get hurt the mostwhy is this me?

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No matter how hard i tryi cant stop thinking about youyour perfect smile, and beautiful green eyesand everything you donot being able to see youis like losing your sightlife without youis like a moonless nightyour kinda perfectyour kinda everything im notyour my everythingand im thankful for what i've got.

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when i first saw you everything was okit was like iv known you for agesbut we only met that dayafter a few days we started going outbut we soon broke up and talking to you was hard to go withoutit was in 2008, wednesday september the thirdi remember when i asked you out all the boys heardthe first few days were the bestthe talked more than all the restWE SLOWLY BEGAN TO DRIFT APARTAND YOU SLOWLY KEPT BREAKING MY HEARTit hurts not to be able to sayi loved you more and more each daytheres still some things i remember that were all rightbefore me and you had our first fightlike when you rang me up on mothers dayjust to make sure i was okayhow we always managed to talk for way to longand that time you rang me up and sang me a songi cant say i ever hated you because thats a liebut it felt like you hated me and i didn't know whynow we talk everythings alrightwe can get on the phone without having a fightgoing out with you wasn't easy at allbecause when peoples hearts get broken its real tears that falland as sad as it is its still so truehow quickly my feelings changed for youi gave you my heart but that wasnt enoughall i wanted was someone who loved me and was there when times got roughi thought i had it all, i thought i was in lovebut suddenly you decided to rise abovelike you were to good to be with mebe truthful how hard could it beyou stole my heart and put me downyou ran towards me and turned aroundit should of been true love but it wasntthis should all add up but it doesn'tlike i said i dont hate youits just the stupid things you dothe way you talk about me, how quickly you turned to walkthe way you look at me like you cant talki hate the way you put me on the phone to other boysand the way you think my hearts just some toysince i lost you ive never felt so smallbut then i realised i dont need you at all................Please Comment..............,

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