Jamie2222

In our world today there are many flaws. We all need take a step back, to slow down, and realize that we were given an amazing gift the day we were born, LIFE.

…And we were given that gift to learn about love. Love is a beautiful thing. It comes in all shapes, all sizes, all ages, all races. It may come when you least expect it, or when you need it more than ever. It happens in friendships, in families, even between enemies. One thing I know is that we would not be human without it. Embrace it, trust it, feel it. Everyone needs love in their life to really feel alive.

…And we were given that gift to learn about beauty. Beauty is in everything. It is in a person, a flower, a color, a song, and it is in you. Everyone has beauty, no matter your age, race, weight, or height. The power to see beauty lies within you. The ugly comes out when a person is too naive to see this, when they make fun of someone because of irregularities. See the beauty in everything and everyone around you. It will make your life more beautiful; it will make you feel alive.

…And we were given that gift to learn about friendship. True friendship is unconditional. You are with each other in the dark times of your past, and the brightness of your future. You are there for guidance, laughter, agony, and happiness. Friendship is not shown in the amount of friends you have on facebook, but in the few you confide in and trust on a daily basis. It is the people you go to when everyone else turns away. Trust in each other, never forget one another, you are what make each other feel alive.

…And we were given that gift to learn about happiness. Happiness is in all of the above-mentioned categories. It is simple. When you hear someone tell you I love you, when you see a beautiful flower, when a friend makes you laugh a gut-wrenching laugh. It is in the memories of your past, the happenings of your present, and the boldness of your future. Smile, laugh, cry, it makes you feel alive.

…And we were given that gift to learn about pain. Pain comes to us in many ways. We face it physically or emotionally. Physical pain is easier; it’s the emotional that trips us up. Whether it’s from the loss of someone we love, or from the anxiety of not being accepted, everyone feels it. For some it is easier to face, others cannot handle it, but feeling life is when you overcome the pain. Work at it, don’t give up, and you will feel alive.

…And we were given that gift to learn about death. Death is hard. Bereavement is even harder. Whether you are staring your own death in the face or dealing with someone else’s, it is a part of life. Do not fear it, accept your fate, it will make you feel alive.

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I miss you more than anything, I miss your lack of grace.I miss your gorgeous bright blue eyes, That lay upon that gorgeous face.I hated how we ended things, and how you broke my heart. I really meant it when i said, "i never want to be apart."Now I hear your voice at night,just inside my head.I close my eyes and think of you when I'm tucked up nicely in my bed.I miss the stupid things we shared, I miss the long talked nights.I even miss our arguementsthat turned into stupid fights.I pray to God that you miss me cause i don't know what to do.We're perfectly imperfect, baby,just us, me and you.

#miss, #perfectly, #imperfect

Last night i dreamt about my mother, she asked, "How are you?, and you're brother??"I said we're doing okay, but you know we're missing you.Each and every day I hope and pray it isn't true.You're the one, who raised me upwhenever i was down.You put a smile on my face, now instead, i wear a frown.I try so hard, to do my best, in everything i do.But you just don't understand, How hard it is to push on through.Daddy says i can do better, at school and at the house.He doesn't get how sad i am, I cry as quiet as a mouse.My eyes are red from missing you, my thoughts are always racing,of you, and all the differenttroubles, that i would be facing.She said, "Hey j, i hope you know, you are my shining star.I'm always watching down on you, even though its from afar."

#miss, #mom, #mother, #watched, #down

I wish to see your eyes, staring back at mine.To see those gorgeous eyes,shining, oh so fine.Please just grab my hand, and never go away.Since you have been near me, I've been loving every day.I wake up with a smile, and my day ends with a grin.My heart is yours for always, I hope you never trade it in.My stomachs tied in knots, and my legs are feeling weak, I swear to god, I'm falling more, You're beautifully unique.

#eyes, #beautiful, #always, #gorgeous

In the sky there is a star, i wish, i wish, i wish,so hardfor you to finally notice meand realize we are meant to be.Your eyes, they shine, upon my heart, I wish to never be apartand hold you tightlyin my gripas i begin to part my lip.I wish, I wish, I wish,so hard,I wish, I wish upon this star.

#wish, #star

Theres a beautiful life played by meIn a beautiful worldwith a boy saying softlyPlease don't doubt, anythingyou've worked for, and dontregret all the doors that have closed.Cause in the end, new windows will open, And you'll find thatyour mistakes won't matter.Please don't worry, I promise you'll be okayYou've gotta stopdigging your own grave, Cause the hole will get way to deep, and you'll be stuck forETERNITY.I said to him, you've gotta bare with me, it's hard to climb, when you're feeling so weakPlease grab my handand save me from this darknessGive me a voice, Perhaps the words to speaka guiding light, alongthis path to find mySANITY.

#depression, #sanity, #eternity

Jewels that fool, a loving hoax, is what you gave to me. my heart ripped out, a bloody romance, that's just what this may be. green-eyed suicide, all it took, was just one look that gave you my heart's key. you were my everything, my heart's greatest desire, was it that hard to see? Written by Jamie2222 Submitted by Jamie2222

#green, #suicide

Decamber 11th 2003, the worst day of my life you left us down here without a warning, questioning everything left here hopeless without our mother to guide, to teach, to show I remember crying for hours, for days, not knowing what to do not able to say a word to anyone, or anything my heart collapsed my body felt numb my eyes were dried out yet I still cried I couldn’t imagine living the rest of my life without you in it without the only person who really knew me to help through everything and anything I still don’t know how I’m still lost I still cry because without you nothing is the same without you my whole life is changed. December 11, 2003 Valerie F. Gamba-REST IN PEACE-forever and always the best motherWritten by Jamie2222Submitted by Jamie2222

#without, #loss, #death

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Love what is it? do you know? I know I don't have a clue what it is I know it's him the way I feel when were together I think that love no I know that love I know it's him and the feeling I get when I'm with him it's indescribable truly amazing so I guess I have a clue of what love really is it's me and you. Written by Jamie2222 Submitted by Jamie2222

Wear your heart on your sleeve to show how much you care wear you heart on your sleeve showing love that is so rare zoom your eyes in on mine to feel the loving heat zoom your eyes in on mine there’s no feeling that will beat wrap your arms around my waist to express your true affection wrap your arms around my waist no doubts at all to mention place your hand on my cheek to put us in that moment place your hand on my cheek knowing exactly what it meant brush your soft lips over mine to share a gentle kiss brush your soft lips over mine together in loving bliss. Written by Jamie2222 Submitted by Jamie2222

#heart, #sleeve

Stop Play Pause RewindWish life was like a movie? Stop when it gets too scary pause to figure out rewind to take back things you said and play to stop the doubts if my life were a movie I would do a few things different I'd rewind to say I love you more and pause to hold that kiss I'd play to keep it going, there's nothing we would miss but if my life were a movie, I'd never push the square for if I did, we both know our love wouldn't go anywhere. Written by Jamie2222 Submitted by Jamie2222

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