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im lost in antipathy
falling through graces arms
cant find myself today
falling for your charms
I blend and I mold
truly malleable
yet my heart feels cold
surely silent
i can feel my mind race for words
before i speak they fall apart
my own reassurance is absurd
as i search for all of your flaws
i wandered through my soul
and found myself in yours
i find your words on my tongue
parts of life i didn't explore
what do you want...
a blessing?
all of them come with a curse.
attached to the bottom
on a string
sealed with a lonesome kiss.
my mind is made
my paths unclear
my soul will stay
with you,
right here
not from entitlement or false pretenses
not from excitement or misconceptions
not from need or forced desire
not from lust or simply tired
not from loneliness
not from requirement
not from sadness
not from obligation
but from the heart.
somewhere in between, a soul divided
a simple start
where all your faults and mine subsided
the faults remain
the mind can change
I will be your risk
your sudden chance
your maddening thoughts
your muted dance
your in between
your perfect balance
your nightly dream
your needed solace
walk your way
and ill walk mine
we will compromise
we will solidify
well find the breaks
and flaws
and faults
well find the holes
and cracks
and tears
and when they are all out
for all to see
there will be no one left
save you and me
All the things i want to say
watch them fall
they all slip away
im not sure i know how to feel
beyond it all
im not even sure your real
your my expectation
your my antidote
your my thoughts
my concentration
what do you need
look in me
let me bleed
how are you still there?
how can this be
with my judgmental stare?
your my soul
your my half
your my peace
my lack of control
will i write you off?
make you like them
what will this cause?
do you need me?
roses, thorns, and stems
come together unseen
do i need you?
you know the test
its far too soon
will you rule me out?
am i like the rest?
are you filled with doubt?
your my chance
your my fear
your my loneliness
my aggressive stance
and all this
because of words
emotionally drained
beyond hope
beyond you
beyond happiness
there is a lot of life in this world
how many are there that feel the same?
beyond hate
beyond me
beyond hell
what is left
how can you find someone to love
how can love look
if love is blind?
for all the things that i cant say
I wish i could speak,
tell you of love today
and this i hope
and this i pray
and this ill follow
i will love you!
and this you want
and this you need
and this you'll dream
you'll love me too.