Let me fix you! cOz yOuR daMn bRoKE!by: jeanIve been watching you,since the last gathering of the clouds that shed its tears...Frown has took its place, from here after...Tears had occupied your sight...while your lips has been sealed and your voice has been sleeping for some quite now...Since that curse day...you've transform yourself into a total emo...embracing your shadow and drew gospels throught out your pain...and now...seeing you...playing on the shadows of the rain...just to hide that tears of pain...hiding it to the eyes of the public...Shutting your self where reality lies...and that makes me sad...Forgetting you had me all along...coz you had my heart...from the very first start...I could not take this no more...pretending being blind to your suffering just because you ask me too...let me help you mend your heart...so chin up!when the world flashes its card,its ok dont beafraid told you i'll be here forever and when they took its part...promise will stick together, you dont need another bastard like him...nor a bunch of fake angels in your side...Im enough to fill your emptiness just like the God from above!!
2 minutes of wondersby: jeanIt took me 9 months just to walk with others,it took me a year to stand alone,and another 17 years just to be informed of many kinds of wonders,but you know?it took me exactly 2mins to glimpse a miracle in a making, beyond my wilest imagination, a minute that caught my full attention without of the worl chemistry thatsuenly pass thru me, and another minute to makemy heart skip and leap thru out of my chest,that 2mins of wonder and magic just enslave my heart with unbreakable spellboundon it, that neither humans nor Gods could not stop!!
i got youby: jeani never had a girl whose hotter than 360 degree,i never had a girl whose eyes are like gems in the night sky,i never seen a sexy liblarian that everyone has gawking before,i never dance with a perfect ballerina before,whose been the apple of the eyes of the entire academy..but,,then there was you,,and i got you,,your no spicy cheerleader nor sexy dancer,,who has been brighter than a star andim no captain of any sporty team before and no prom king, never in my life,,but,,thanks for making me feel like one,,im proud that im your man,and thank you for being my monalisa in disguise!
"LoGic"by: jeanMiracles do happen once in a while.,.storms bring shits everytime.,.butterflies mate and lay their eggs before they die.,.phoenix recarnate from there ashes after they died.,.children acts more like a grown up,while grown up cries like a child.,.everybody tries to search love,but the fact that love is hard to find because love is the one who will find a way to find you.,.theres no point searching it.,.when at the fisrt place it was searching for you.,.you just have to wait.,.cause waiting is a part of what we called sacrifice that has been one of the characteristics of love
"rEinCarnaTioN"by: jean"hOw tO sHow hOw muCh i ReaLLy caRe fOr yOu?aNd tO sHow mY gReaT aFFecTioN fOr yOu?i woULd DiE fOr yOu aNd iF i cOuLd cOme bAcK iN LiFe aS anyThinG i wouLd bE oNe oF yOur tEars. wHat mOre i cOuLd wAnt tHan tO bE cOncEivED iN yOur hEarT, bOrn iN yOur eYes, LiVe iN yOur cHeEkS, aNd DiE oN yOuR LiPs"
"rivulet"By: jeanNot everyone loves the rain.And everyone has a different prospectives about the rain.But did you know, the rain, to others it is part of there lives.You see, the rain is like a person,it let your tears washed away,like a person who manage ramdomly drops to any people, like friends.Once it drops on you it will be absorb by the skin,like friends, accepting them in our lives, sharing moments,problems, but in the end remember there are always a rainbow after the storm in your life,a smile will always born, even in the strongest storm.I love the rain, the cold rain that cleanses my body and spirit,the sounds of every drops it made makes me relax,sentimental memories are gathering,and all washed away, so i could face another chapter of my life,and to be remind that its is only a rivulet of our lives.
"Too much HOPE-Less romantic"by: jeanI never had the guts to tell you my feelings.Thats why i never had the chance to make you mine.My heart is swelling because of the pain i feel when you seeing you crying.Its hard to be best of friend knowing all your secrets and lies especially your heart-achesthat kills me softly.I wish i could be your man, who will be your knight and shining armor, and be the one who carry you when your tired,i wish you could pat my head and give me a smile atleast for a while.I could also be your shadow when your lonely,a pillow when you feel frown,and you could borrow my shoulder when you feel like crying,i could also be your rubber toy when you feel like biting.I promise i will be the man you can trust,the person you can lean on,the person who will say corny things like your my world, your my heart,your my you,your my everything that this world could offer.i could be both a lover and a bestfriend..That is if i had the guts to made my chance when your still here with me.
"pick-up lines"By: jeanI never had the chance to say this, because of the trauma you might avoid me. But still i want you to know that my heart never stop beating for you since you show me your warm smile. And your aura that makes the ambiance more and more unresistable. My eyes are somewhat magnitize by your flawless skin and made you more and more the apple of my life sorry for being so persistent, because if i let you go? i'll surely die, Beacuse you have my heart. And you are my world, so if you want to fade ? take me with you, cause i'll be damn without you.
My everythingBy: jeanYour the stars in the night, your the ray of the sun, the breeze of the north, the rose in my heart, and the apple of my eye. Your the soul of my life, the heart of this lad, your the air that i breathe, the water for my thirst, the food that i take, the drug I've been taking, the hobby i've been addicted, and my everything that this world could offer.
"Fantasy proposal"By: jeanI want to watch fireworks with you at the beachand gaze with the stars under the old oak tree where fireflies are flying with there ambiance that are so unresistable.I want to eat peanut butter jelly with you under the sun and wait for the rain to drop while slacking at the rooftop,and i'll scrub your back while taking bathe at the hot spring waiting for the right moment to present my love for you at the shrine.
She that I called you...By: Jean Edward BaltazarRaining season just started...Rain drops starting to fell...Hoping everyones tears washed away...A blue sky starting to fade...Dreams starting to shatter...But not all was tears...a special smile that can only be seen through the rain...at the 29th of July the sun was rising high...Someone I treasure...Someone whose giving me strength to fight the cold past...to carry the heavy storm...She always cry when I'm hurt...Worry when I'm not feeling well...And most of all...She make me smile when I'm sad...I'm so stupid...I search and search...just to find the person who have the key in my life...Stupidity of me...I didn't know she was the one I longed for...Feelings grow strong...eager to hold her hands...She really meant special to me...I want to share every hour, minute and seconds that passes by...You might think all of this is a lie...But its not I truly wish, I hope I could be by your side day and night...so I could kiss you and hold you tight...I love the warmth of your body right next to mine...When I'm with you nothing can go wrong every things just fine...I know that one day my dream will become true...and I'm gonna spend a lot more time with you...Because I truly care and love you...I love you so much I cant even explain...now i know my heart was made for you...words cant explain all my love...There will never be goodbyes...because I'm staying by your side...No matter what is this I swear...always and forever I'll be there...
SaviorBy: Jean Edward Baltazari used to feel lonely...Until you came through...frown start to rule my life...Until you smile...You stop me from believing that grim is the answer...By holding me using only your tone...Binding my whole body with your words...words that enough to stop this madness...You, who break through in this room...Holding my hands, trying to escape from this nightmare...Saving me from total darkness...What is this feeling? is this a spellbound?a force that bring every living things in Elysium?Now i know why my heart beats like drum...Now i know why my knees starting to tremble...Now i know my heart was made for you...because an angel like you caused happiness in my life...By staying on your side... No matter what is this,I swear,always and forever i know you'll be there...And I promise that I will stay in your arms...Forever, till death do as part...Cause I will never let anyone to take you away from my arms..