I’m suffering from lassitude, and I might lose control
I sit here in solitude, with no one to console
Rage is all I extrude, as I sit here and,mourn at the ashes of my burnt soul …..
As i sit alone I see happiness pass me byAlways tears in my cursed eyesNo matter how hard i tryI look at people smilingThen i look at myself and sigh .....Why do I hurt myself ??Why do i keep my expectations so high??Why do i give myself another reason to cry Till my tears run dry .....Now I think its time to say my goodbyeBecause I have found a couple of reasons to livebut a lot more reasons to die .....
Chaos till the end of siteBlood everywhere To the left and rightStained everything redThat used to be whiteStriking enemies with infected needles That comes to fightTorturing newborns To spread the frightUnleashing the anger And using the mightRobbing the needyIn broad day lightBurning flesh To brighten my nightsStanding on corpsesTo reach new heightsChaos till the end of site And suffering that’s infiniteBrings me delight
Chaos till the end of siteBlood everywhere To the left and rightStained everything redThat used to be whiteStriking enemies with infected needles That comes to fightTorturing newborns To spread the frightUnleashing the anger And using the mightRobbing the needyIn broad day lightBurning flesh To brighten my nightsStanding on corpsesTo reach new heightsChaos till the end of site And suffering that’s infiniteBrings me delight
Chaos till the end of siteBlood everywhere To the left and rightStained everything redThat used to be whiteStriking enemies with infected needles That comes to fightTorturing newborns To spread the frightUnleashing the anger And using the mightRobbing the needyIn broad day lightBurning flesh To brighten my nightsStanding on corpsesTo reach new heightsChaos till the end of site And suffering that’s infiniteBrings me delight