hades420

I love so i bearI bear so i hurtI hurt so i pray i Pray so i wait I wait and i wait ..... and i wait .....

#love, #sorrow, #pain, #loss, #happiness

I’m suffering from lassitude, and I might lose control

I sit here in solitude, with no one to console

Rage is all I extrude, as I sit here and,mourn at the ashes of my burnt soul …..

#love, #heartbreak

the circle of sorrow seems to be never ending i smile at the worldbut i wish i was as happy as i'm pretending...

#love, #sorrow

As i sit alone I see happiness pass me byAlways tears in my cursed eyesNo matter how hard i tryI look at people smilingThen i look at myself and sigh .....Why do I hurt myself ??Why do i keep my expectations so high??Why do i give myself another reason to cry Till my tears run dry .....Now I think its time to say my goodbyeBecause I have found a couple of reasons to livebut a lot more reasons to die .....

#sad, #death, #love

Chaos till the end of siteBlood everywhere To the left and rightStained everything redThat used to be whiteStriking enemies with infected needles That comes to fightTorturing newborns To spread the frightUnleashing the anger And using the mightRobbing the needyIn broad day lightBurning flesh To brighten my nightsStanding on corpsesTo reach new heightsChaos till the end of site And suffering that’s infiniteBrings me delight

#cha

Chaos till the end of siteBlood everywhere To the left and rightStained everything redThat used to be whiteStriking enemies with infected needles That comes to fightTorturing newborns To spread the frightUnleashing the anger And using the mightRobbing the needyIn broad day lightBurning flesh To brighten my nightsStanding on corpsesTo reach new heightsChaos till the end of site And suffering that’s infiniteBrings me delight

#hate

Chaos till the end of siteBlood everywhere To the left and rightStained everything redThat used to be whiteStriking enemies with infected needles That comes to fightTorturing newborns To spread the frightUnleashing the anger And using the mightRobbing the needyIn broad day lightBurning flesh To brighten my nightsStanding on corpsesTo reach new heightsChaos till the end of site And suffering that’s infiniteBrings me delight

#none

Chaos till the end of site Blood everywhere To the left and right Stained everything red That used to be white Striking enemies with infected needles That comes to fight Torturing newborns To spread the fright Unleashing the anger And using the might Robbing the needy In broad day light Burning flesh To brighten my nights Standing on corpses To reach new heights Chaos till the end of site And suffering that’s infinite Brings me delight

Chaos till the end of site Blood everywhere To the left and right Stained everything red That used to be white Striking enemies with infected needles That comes to fight Torturing newborns To spread the fright Unleashing the anger And using the might Robbing the needy In broad day light Burning flesh To brighten my nights Standing on corpses To reach new heights Chaos till the end of site And suffering that’s infinite Brings me delight

tears on cheeks dew on the leafs flora and fauna suffering

Ten years of wait found her miles away waiting again ...

hey ppl ... there was this girl in grade three tht i had a crush on back home, we were together till grade three then we changed cities and i had to leave. i alwayz had her in my mind and prayed to meet her someday wen i get older. then i came to canada ... but tht connection was still there ... i still had her every memory in my mind ... i remember her curly soulder length hair, her glasses and tht smile n those gray eyes ... so anywayz ... after coming here i got to know abt some sites where we could search for classmates and old friends ... i looked everywhere i searched most of the sites ... but all efforts in vein. i didnt give up ... my friend gave me an invitation for another site which was facebook.com ... and as usual i searched fo her name ... and bingo i found her ... tht was one of the happiest moments of my life ... it is undescribable ...i had found her after 10 years!!!!!, so yeah i messaged her ... she was still back home ... she recognized me too n we have started to tlk on msn ... i havent told her yet tht i love her very much ... i mean i cant just pop up after such a long time and tell her tht i like her ... i am just trying to kno her a bit more, the only thing i hate is how my friends call me a loserr, they dont believe in long distance relationships , n always tell me i could do better ... but yeah i ignore them ... im deciding to tell her everything this valentines day ... wish for me guyz i really really love her very much there hasnt been a day when her thought hasnt made me restless i really need her ... n i wish i could tell her that ...

#loved