Farah

I Have nothing more to say to  you  yet I feel that I need to write to you, mostly to satisfy these thoughts of you wondering aimlessly in my mind

Why does love have to be so hurtful when all you want and all I fight for is happiness

Why does pain fill my lungs when I breath in  air, does it not keep me alive or perhaps maybe just maybe I don’t want to live, to live in agony, turmoil, despair, heart ache, pain and continuous conflict

Is wanting so wrong, Is needs not right, Is partnership not for me, not for you

Why do I feel so strong about what I want, what I need.

If our roads now split and our time together ends, It’s not because I don’t love you, and I am sure you love me too,

But it would be to merely save grace and hold on to our sanity. It’s hard to express what you do to my soul and yet you have been there for me, when need called, have I not thanked you, well perhaps not enough, Thank you then for your love , for your wealth, for your touch.

Its sad that I do nothing for your soul, and that for me it is the hardest thing to except, when others excite you the way that I would have hoped to.

How crazy is these wants??? Perhaps I want too much.For you I wish a world of happiness and life of pleasent supriseand all that I know is that you will be fine and that all will be alrightthis for me has been so hard and the pain even harder to endure,But know that I need to let go, for there is hope beyond this closed doorI love you dearly, forever and always... keep smiling... keep giving and keep being the special person you are

#love, #letter

I am so tired, so very emotionally drained

over things we fight about, things that are never explained

 

I tried to do what was right, to work on what we share

But you just seem, to think that I, wasn't really there

 

For all the hurt, for all this pain, for me there is no way

I've done more than I can, I've lived this life, I can't focus on this day

 

I have loved hard, and Hurt deep, and played this time and again

I stuck to rules, I've always been true, its driving me insane

 

what do you want from me? a sorry will that do?

will it eliminate the hurt in side, the hate I feel for you?

 

 

I don't expect you to know who I am if I, don't have a clue

I have changed my life to suit your needs and now it just won't do

 

I know I love you, I am sure of this, It's something that won't let go

I hate this feeling, I hate this fact, I hate that I love you so

 

 

#love, #hate

Hurt is like the icy pinicles that piece within ones soul

tears that flow from beyond the heart that races out of control

bleeding memories of promises made and broken over timemore then often,  always often we fail to see the signs

 

#hurt

I had never imagined how cold it would be, with you not by my sideAll my thoughts, all my feeling, in you I could confideIts hard to let go of all that I know and all that I built with you When winter comes it comes for good in a world that feels so newHow did we slip, how did I fall, how did I let us failI look in the mirror and all I see is a face so awfully paleI loved too hard I loved too deep, I often couldn’t seethat in my love I hurt you bad, I pleasured only meSelfish I was to make you feel as if I was always rightTo come to terms when I was wrong, I always put up a fightAnd now I am sorry, but yet it’s all to late for you have left it all behindI traced the world I searched the earth, but its you I couldn’t findIf I could have just one more chance to prove that we are meant to beI would let you know that I am all you need, and our love is the only keyA lesson well learnt I swear I have changed, if this you only knewA winters day will surely end in a world that is meant for two

 

 

#fab

Hy guys Its been a while, life kind of swallows you whole when you dont take it by the horns... It seems that i have been a bit too occupied to express and write poems recently, but i am back, i might be a little rusty, but i ll give it my all... Thank you for all the great comments, and the not so great ones, it honestly only makes me stronger. Take care and god bless.. lots of love... Fa

There are so many times that I am light on fire When you walk right by I burn with desire There is so many things that I wish that I could do When this passion inside me becomes a wanting for you If I could taste your lips, right here right now There are so many things, but I am wondering how? To get you close would be my Game To unleash this beast for you to tame To lock your thoughts on to mine Like a missing truth lost in time You this great mission, I want to gain And in a split of a second you are mine to remain Irresistible perfection, so simply enticing And in every way its you I will be delighting

Today is a new begging today the trials may end Today I have found a partner, in you I have found a friend The world is forever changing and our values are often lost But my kisses are forever and my love comes at no cost We have come so far and we have fought a thousand of wars A history with a meaning a history sealed beyond doors In this lifetime there is truth and there is loyalty and trust For you I have it all and this love comes with all my lust Seeking destiny is never easy, when she decides to hide away But then she has her reasons, for love to always stay There isn’t any other that I would wish to be by my side You are the day and night of me and these feelings I just can’t hide Now we walk with acceptance, and belief in what we share So together we will build a future with love and warmth and care

Where is this perfect picture of something I never knew The joys of enchantment when dreams do come true Fairy tails and imageries far beyond belief Like a lockness monster or a three-legged thief In times of despair, when sadness is the theme When you in a world of your own and you plan on a dream When love is never found and loneliness is the key When passion is the only thing that would set you free Your minds in a tumble, and it’s more than before When you striped of your pride and you locked behind door It’s hard to imagine that life could be so bad When you think about the greatest love, a love you never had Feelings of confusion, moments never new When misery is the feeling, of the things you can do Belief is the only thing that keeps you on the line When happiness is the only thing you really want to find Forget about the moment forget about this time Forget about this silly poem, it’s nothing but a rhyme Written by Farah Submitted by Farah

#confusion

There are so many times that I am light on fire When you walk right by I burn with desire There is so many things that I wish that I could do When this passion inside me becomes a wanting for you If I could taste your lips, right here right now There are so many things, but I am wondering how? To get you close would be my game To unleash this beast for you to tame To lock your thoughts on to mine Like a missing truth lost in time You this great mission, I want to gain And in a split of a second you are mine to remain Irresistible perfection, so simply enticing And in every way it’s you I will be delighting Written by Farah Submitted by Farah

#passion

Strange how different things used to be When we met, we seemed so care free Strange how things change so drastically And in a split of a second you are so mean to meYesterday you loved me, vowed forever to be true Today you are a monster is this really you I am not this tramp, these words on your mind I thought that in you true love I would find A simple discussion you turn in to flames Calling me a where those traitorous names Who are you, and how could you hurt me so There are so many questions I want to know Never have I cried so many tears in my life My anger has consumed me, its sharp like a knife You have deprived me of my happiness; you have replaced it with pain You have taken away my virtues and made me insane I'm so powerless when I am near you, it’s a murderous fact Its a bitter reality, not a morale’s act If death does not plaque me, I will be ruined in this time Taken by a shallow man, that is mine I can't turn back these watches; I can’t say how much I regret The very day that I saw you, the day that we had met How do I continue in this nightmare, the strain? Unhappiness is my choice, a choice I can’t explain Written by Farah Submitted by Farah

#strange, #different, #things

You were the one for me when I was young You were the air I breath My only son You were the stars that lite my lonely sky You were the only one that could make me shyNow I have grown and I am wiser then before And I have realized that you are nothing but a noted floor A Tease, A player, a wanted dream A figure of my imagenation, My sexual steam A lie, a betrayal, a mistake of my own Thank God I have become wiser, Thank God I have grown And when you left, I thought I would die How silly I was to have even cried My world belonged to you and you alone You were the only one that I had Known So now you are back and Believe you Are the man How sad you are, To believe that you can Walk in to my life and plaque me with your song So sorry my boy, you dont belong Take a break and smell the air We were young, you were cruel, and life is never fair So take that walk and talk your talk You do your thing your prying Hawk Written by Farah Submitted by Farah

#nobodys

His eyes are like the Bright blessed sun Whispering words of the days to come His lips are like the soft morning due Succulent heaven of dreams to come true Unbearably delightful, extremely Devine A love like his is just too fine Body well chiselled beautifully defined a sculpture of his is hard to find He is my inspiration, my one true desire Taking in his love, takes me higher My every breath, I breathe him in Where has he come from, where has he been This angel of Beauty, this marvellous prize I'm in his arms of Glorious size He makes me humble when he is near not a soul nor evil shall I fear He is mine, my soul mate my Heart And I pray to the heavens that we may never depart Submitted by Farah

#perfection