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Are you happy right now or sad? Are you bitter about your present condition? You wonder what is wrong with your life You wonder why others are happy And question why some are so sad Are happy people born that way? Or happiness is a state of mind What can make you happy? Will having more money make you happy? How much money do you need to make you happy? If you are single and not happy! Will having a new lover make you happy? Will getting married make you happy? If you are married, and not happy! Will having more children make you happy? Will sleeping with other people make you happy? If you are a professional and not happy! Will changing your profession make you happy? What can make you happy? Will getting drunk everyday make you happy? Will taking a new drug make you happy? Will buying a new car make you happy? What can make you happy? Will moving to a bigger house make you happy? Will been promoted at work make you happy? Will been the head of your organization Make you happy What can make you happy? Always remember that what makes You happy can make the others sad


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When I dream, I dream of falling Falling, Falling Falling onto you When I dream, I dream of drowning Drowning, Drowning Longing for the shore, to breathe again Breathing the air which is your essence When I dream, I dream of burning Burning, Burning Burning bright, burning strong Longing for the water too put out the flame When I dream, I dream of darkness Darkness, Darkness The darkness devours me Waiting for the light, for the candle, which you hold When I dream, I dream of rain pouring Pouring, Pouring Drenching me with its coldness Feeling the blanket that you lay across me to give me warmth When I dream, I dream of you Saving me from all my fears When I dream, I dream of a heaven Where you and I can lay underneath sky And where you'll always be with me When I dream, I dream of forever When I dream, I wish it lasted When I dream, you never leave When I dream, my heart does not get deceived If only the dreams I dream would come true... 


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When I’m lonely I’m NEVER ALONE I’m surrounded by people That is not my own When I’m lonely I’m ENCLOSED IN HATE The madness in my mind Over takes When I’m lonely I have people around me MAKING ME FELL Like I’m just a boundary For ever in the shadows Of all the smiling faces Of this world I sit at home Screaming at the world For casting me in its veil When I’m lonely I shout out in SPITE Why do I have to be lonely Is there no one that’s my own When I’m lonely I imagine a valley No life in sight Just me being lonely When I’m lonely I close my eyes I hope to wake up To a surprise I hope to find Some one whose Not lonely to guide me I go insane Being alone for so long It affects your thoughts When I’m lonely I can not think My thoughts are gone It’s like my mind is not in sync When I’m lonely I Put on a smile Fooling the world


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Sun comes through the window  and softly touches my pale skina smile shows in my face.Mom knocks in the door and comes inwith a big gift. Is my birthday."Happy Bithday!" ahe announces with a big grin as she sits on the edge of my bed,she's waiting for me to say somethingbut i just lay there still, She grabs the note that's clunched in my hand, her smile fades as she reads careful each line,with every word killing her inside."I couldn't take this any longer,it was just too much pain.Im sorry that i cause you sorrowbut this was just a better way"Tears build up in her eyes as she sees the emty bottle right by my side,a tear falls to my pillow without making a sound.She hugs me and cry'sand show's me all the love she never showed when i was alive"I love you sweetheart!" she says with a broken voice"I Love you too mom..!"   

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Im here standing alone in the dark

no where to go no where to hide


I feel empty inside

all by myself i start to cry


but no one listens no one cares

about this pain i feel inside

and my hearth is braking apart


I feel no pain, i feel no love

for what others dont even know


I try to be normal like others are

i try so hard that they just laugh


But i have change

into someone im not


All those people who laugh

they change me alot


Into someone i dont even know

and i hate what i have become...