Hello honey, today makes one year since I married youEven though we are thousands of miles apartI think of you everyday and will not stopI remember your smile ae we hugI remember your beautiful hair, flying in my faceI remember your smell as I breathe inI remember the feel of your lipsthe feel of your hands as we walkThe sound of your voice, like music as we talkIt is four months from today, Before I get to see your beautiful face once moreI remember your face, as we parted in the loungeI remember your eyes, as I got on the planeThe tears flowing freely down your faceYour whispered plea, to come back to meI remember the pain in my chestas the engines came to life.I remember the lost feeling, As I lost sight of youI remember the hurt that began as the tires left the landBut most of all I remember My love for youand I will be home for you
My heart is like a grieving woundLooking for the band aid to heal The one I love, has stepped out of my life
My mind tells me, this pain cant go onMy heart tells me to never lose hopeI cant lose her, What have I done?My heart, just cant never move onI built my life around herI gave her my all, nothing held backTo Love her, hold her, help herThe center of my world, all I neededCrushed and hopelessI cruise through the dayMeaningless and emptyI dont know what to say or doI see her smile and I look awayI cant stand to see herI cant stand to not see herI dont know what to doFor my world has crashed upon me
The untouchable is what I called youI use to tremble, as you passed byNow I tremble with wonderas I hold you nearHolding you closeI wonder why I did fearI love you and you love meIt is now all become clearThe untouchable, has been touched
I saw you looking at me, I saw you smilingI was confused, looking aroundbehind me and all around meI didn't know you were looking at metil you walked up and said hiI couldn't talk, ears turning redyou laughed and smiled, said raise your headI could only mumble, so scared was IIt has been so long, Since I dare to hopeIt has been three months nowDo I dare tell you, just how I feelHow you make the world more colorfuland me so happy, just having you nearis it worth it, throwing away the fearI think so, I hope, I hope
Today, I woke up with a smile
It is the first time in a while
Today, I didn't even think of you
I don't need a reason to be blue
Please, Don't call, I don't want to hear it
Your just trying to give my heart a fit
You had my heart, you had a chance
I'm sorry you see, there is no last dance
I gave you my heart, I gave you my all
You danced and played, like it was nothing at all
I don't need you to keep my heart in pain
I don't need you to say Loves on the wane
You walked away, Its been over a year
It's time! It's time! to be free I hear
For you see, It's been a While
But today, I woke up with a smile
Modified by e92543
Time… Allows the rage to burn away into pain
Time… Allows the pain to fade into sorrow
Time… Allows the sorrow to fade into the scar
Time… The scar shows you are healing
Time… Allows you to laugh once again
Time… Allows you to love again
Time… Allows you to be you once again
I’ve lived with her, for most of a year She greets me everyday with cheer Says she’s loved me from the start But I haven’t given her my heart Everyday after work she greets me at the door She gives me kisses, while my heart hit’s the floor She is so pretty and so kind Why can’t I get you out of my mind I’m afraid I’m losing her when dreams of you I can’t contain Sometimes at night she gets up and I can hear her softly crying I can hear her whispered prayer Please don’t leave me Please why don’t you love me Softly she cries, as I lay miserable As she lays her head on my chest I want to kiss away her tears I want to comfort her I want to say those words. But they won’t come for they have been taken and are no longer mine to say as I lay miserable leaking tears of my own
I see another, but can I be true to her When it is you, that is all I can think about I hold her hands, and I look at her face But all I can see is you She says she loves me but I can’t answer, my voice so thick I feel so bad, but what can I do? I want her , but I don’t want her I’m afraid you will call and I will come running leaving this one that I care about. I don’t want to hurt her but I can’t forget about you You still call me you say you miss my voice you miss feeling safe in my arms. I sit on the phone, trembling wishing you were here. back where you belong holding you in my arms Sometimes when you call I think, we are both seeing another just what is going on? Have we really moved on? You say you miss my smile You miss my face, my kiss What is it you really miss? What can I do?
