um well the jist of me i am a very outgoing person, writting poems is my hobby, i cant stand to be away from friends for very long um thats about it at the moment
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hi i need some major help... i think i found the love of my life but the thing is before we met he signed his life away to the United States Army. Everyone who reads this may think im crazy but i honestly think im in love but im only 17 and so is he... but when he turns 18 he goes to the Army Reserve for 9 months so how am i supposed to get through this i mean i love him with all my heart i just dont kno wat im gonna do and how do i kno he really loves me the same please anyone help me email me at this email sweettgirl78@hotmail.com and please if anyone knows wat im going throught please im begging you please help me Thank You
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ok ummm i need help i kno u guys are prolly thinkin i go through guys like i go through cloths but i havnt had a man in lik 2 or 3 months... well ne ways my homegurls stepbrother well im kinda into him k but the thing is he is 19 and he works for my dad, and im 16 not that there is a big difference between us but my parents think that he is a worth less piece of sh** when he isnt... and another thing is he is one of my friends ex fiance and my friend and him had a baby together so wat in the hell do i do about this i mean i have kept it a secret for a long time... for like two years... since he started working for my parents... if any one can HELP ME PLEASE
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Ok about two years ago me and this guy were together for about two weeks, but we would have been together long but we lived two and a half hours away and neither on of us had our license yet...so we broke up and he hooked up with my best friend and was with her for five months and well anyways everytime me and her hung out with him i honestly think i fell for him... now over the past two years me and him have hung out more and more but he claims me as his little sister so i have claimed him as my brother but honestly i think i might be in love with him if any of this makes any sense will someone kinda give me a hint on wat to do
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Hey i kno your sorry for wat you did
I kno i have no room to be mad at you cuz theres somethings i did
It just hurts when eeryone i love is doing stupid things
My life is just f***** up and all the stupid memories it brings
My friends are trying to heal the broken hearts
but its just like gambling to win a game of cards
I know its a stupid thing but thats the only way i can hopefully win
I slit my wrists even though it is a horrible sin
You are my big bro and i care about you alot
but look at all the pain to you i have brought
im worried as hell about you
just cuz people laugh you off doesnt mean i will do it too
i kno you may not care about me
but please help me, dont let this pain i cause myself be
i dont wanna do this anymore
cuz it is getting old and a big bore
But its a habbit i cant seem to stop
as all of my blood begins to drop
my parents fight say its my fault
they hurt my feelings bad enough like the slits on my wrist covered in salt
hearing all the yelling i will cry back in my room
hopeing and praying it will be over soon
i often wonder why i carry all of this guilt
when its them thats helped me put up all these walls i have built
since im living in a war that i call home
never know where to turn for shelter from the storm
Mat i dont think you really care
But i kno this isnt really that fair
I love you like the brother i never had
But Mat having you for my only brother im also really glad.
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Boy the night you told me you loved me
It was something you told me that made me happy
Im sorry for wat i put you through
Im sorry i didnt say it too
It just came on too fast
Its just something that happened in my past
A guy said "I love you"
I felt i needed to so i said it too
And a day later he said it was over
Just to let you know i was sober
When he dumped me i started again
I didnt mean to put anyone through that pain
Two years later i met you
I could tell that you were true
I got to know you, you got to kno me
You wanted to date me i said yes with all my glee
I stopped cuz of you
You helped me see the truth
We dated for two weeks
You dumped me and tears began to flood my cheeks
I wanted to start but i promised you i wouldnt
I loved you but to tell you that i couldnt
You are now with her
My life turned into a blur
I didnt know wat to do
I wanted to run from you
Run for cover maybe
Cry myself to sleep
Cant you see the tears running down my face
Who is supposed to take your place
No one can cuz you made me stop
Stop all the drinking and pot
And now you want me to do it with you
But i cant cuz i kno i will get addicted to it again like i am you
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ok i need help from someone... i hate doing this on the internet but i cant go to my parents becuz they tell me im too young...but ne ways this guy i have liked for a few months me and him finally got together but to me it seems like bud is more important to him than me and i am always thinking about it and i always cry and my girl is goin though the same thing cuz she is wit my mans home boy (which is my brother) and thats all those to do is get high and we think that we arnt important to them can you help me and ma gurl out please
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ok anyone who kinda knows about this can u try and help me... um k well my best friend moved back from kansas and anyways my brother and his friend moved back from salt lake city and well my brother is into my girl and im into my brothers boi and they are into us but my brother is a playa and he says he wont play my girl but im more worried bout my brothers boi playin me because of wat he used to do i mean they go to raves and get messed up on ex and who knows wat they do when they are messed up so im kinda worried and if ne one has a answer for me hit me up alright
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Boy lately your always on my mind
Because babe to tell you the truth your one of a kind
I cant stop thinking about you being with Amy
And dreaming Amy was me
I hate sounding selfish but baby its true
My heart has been ripped in two
I have one half you have the other
And to make it whole again we must be together
Thats the one thing that will make me happy
Instead of being so sappy
Im not gonna say im not happy for you and her
But I would be happier if it were u and me for sure
All im trying to say is i miss ya like crazy
and i guess ya i'll say it im jealous of Amy
So i guess all i can say now
Is i think i love you but i dont know how
How hard is to tell the person you think your in love with that you miss them and you jelouse of their new girlfriend honestly if anyone has any ideas for me please help