Im the type of gurl that's been heart-broken for so long. But now i am healing from all the HURT and PAIN i went through. If only it wasn't for my man!!!! i am straight and is now expecting a little girl!!!!
It's time that i moved forwardit's time that i move on,it's time that i forget about himcause his love for me is gone.It's time to get over the factsit's time to face the truth,it's time for me to accept this paincause with him i was i was being used.It's time for this pain to leaveit's time to be happy again,it's time to fix my broken-heartfor that special someone to mend.It's time to find the right one for mei can't wait until i do,it's time to leave the past behindand find something more that's true.It's time to move on with my lifeit's time for me to shine,it's time that i encourage myselfthat the life i live is fine.
It's hard to find a perfect manespecially when this world is so cold,I thought i had the perfect oneto cherish, to love, and to hold.But as months go byand things starts to change,his love disappearsbut along came the pain.We talked, we leftwe talked again,he let me gobut wanted to be friends.How can i be friendswith the boy i loved?he was suppose to be my kingmy gift from above.I decided to forgive himbut not be friends,all i ever wantedwas to find a good man.
Who is this girl?This girl whose so quiet and shy?This is not who she isand she keeps wondering why.Who is this girl?This girl who was in love?with a guy she thought she likedbut wasn't from above.Who is this girl?Whose been hurt so many times?Her heart has been brokenand now she knows the signs.Who is this girl?This girl who cries every night?why can't she even sleep?she know things don't seem right.Who is this girl?This girl who does wrong things?She knows what she do is wrongbut who knows what it may brings?Who is this girl?This girl who tries to see?why is life so differcult?do anybody agree?Who is this girl?This girl born into this world?THIS GIRL IS ME!!!!!!!!!!!
The love i have for youis stronger than words,let me cater to youand give you everything you deserve.I'm giving you my loveim giving you my lifeas long as you be my manwhile i be your wife.I want you all to myselfcause i don't want to share.I need you in my lifecause we're the perfect pair.If you ever need meI'll be there.just call me when you need tocause i'll be right there.
Love has now struck melike the lighting from the sky,it moved me so muchi felt like i was gonna die.I've been in love3 different times,I've never been so hurtbut love is blind.Love has taken meto so many people,they didn't love mebut everyone's equal.But i know this personthat love has brought me to,he's everything i ever wantedhe' more faithful and more true.I always thought thatlove was made for me,but now i just realizeit's made for everyone to see.Love is not a gamelove is not your friend,so never play with itcause it'll win in the end.
Why does things have to change?why couldn't it just stayed the same?I thought love would last foreverlooks like to me, it will never.When will true love come my way?I know all i have to do is hope and pray.I've been patient all my life,hoping things will be alright.But as i look back over my lifei imagine going through misery and strife.So as my life starts to changei know things will never be the same.
He loves me,he loves me not,I am so confusedand im mad at him a lot.He did this to me oncehe did this to me twice,what did i do wronghe will pay the price.He broke up with me twicewithout a good excuse,i thought he was the onebut now we're over and through.I'm not lookin back in the pastcause that would make things worse,im not going another roundim not shifting in reverse.It's time that i move onit's time to be on my own,im losin track of timecause my love for him is gone.I'm tired of shedding tearsno tears won't fall from these eyes,nomore thinking about himnomore giving us another try.I'm tired of believing his liesim tired of him playing games,i heard he was playing mebut im not tellin him any names.He will get whats coming to himhe's makin a bad mistake,i never thought we would be apartbut it was a choice he wanted to make.Not only we're not togetherbut he also broke my heart,he said he'll never do itbut he tored us apart.One thing i learned fromTraviswas that he was always good at lying,i never thought he would do this to mebut im finish with all the crying.
Give me your timeand listen to me,don't say a wordjust let me speak.Im tired of all the arguingand some hurtful words,it all came from youbut the words I didn't deserve.You hurt me with your wordsbut you never even knew,I never sid nothingcuz im too much in love with you.In case you haven't noticedwords can sometimes hurt,it's just like threadsbeing ripped from a shirt.So watch wat you sayand think before you speak,but if you don'tthen it's the end of you and me.
Take wat i give and be satisfied.Stop with all the complaining cuz im gettin sick and tired.Accept me for who i am and never try to judge.Always be honest and don't even hold a grudge.I know i made a mistake and im sorry for wat i did.Im sorry for hurtin you and all the lies i hid.I know its hard to trust me but try to let go of the past.Lets start off fresh and see how long it'll last.I promise to be faithful and stay by your side.I will never cheat again thats one thing i have decided.Now accept the new person that i have become.Cuz the old unfaithful one is over and done.
Take my hand and lead the way.Lead me to happiness in every kind of way.Take me to a world that's filled with love.Let us fly away like a beautiful dove.Take my love and put it with yours.Put it in your heart and cherish it somemore.Take me as i am and don't put me last.Let us be together and let go of the past.Always together is the way we should be.But "love" is the word that describes you and me.
I guess you never felt the way i didyou just kept things away from me hid.But now isee you didn't love me soI don't know what happned but time did show.But now i believe things do changeyou said you love me, ain't this strange?You lied you cheated, you left me lost,you ditch me you hurt me, hold on let's pause.You told me you'll never do any of those thingsbut now i see "HURT" is what you had to bring.I thought you loved me like you saidbut i guess hate is what you meant instead.I never thiught this would beyou being gone away from me.The pain you caused just made me cryI felt like i wanted to die inside.You hurt me bad, you broke my heartyou were the one that tored us apart.I got to move on and suffer the painI just got to accept this new change.So this is the end of all my painyou is the one that should feel ashamed.