I wander in white forests,Seeking what I cannot find.Meaningless souls all about,In what I can't define.I hunger for answers,I seek the unknown.what purpose shall I meet?When death is all I know.They say I am weak,The shadows say I am wrong.I know You hear me now,Can You feel this dark song?Bring me to the evergreen meadows,Where light and darkness meet.Tell me it's not all for nothing,Where the frozen is turned to heat.Forsaken is my destiny,In the cosmos lies my truths.Will I lose all consciousness?Will I forever lose my youth?I pray my dreams will leave me here,In this cold winter haven.I open my eyes to fading black,And see the ever-staring raven.In this great mysterious world,I am dancing with stars of death.Driving myself into madness,And holding my Last Breath.
In the Depth of the stars,In the waters of your soul.With every grasp of my life,I fall into an abyss of cold.Scattered faces of truth,All lost to broken lies.Memories we once had,Now lost to demon skies.All that is left of your eyes,Are tear drops of solid ice.Pearcing my skin to tender bones,Agony of pain that will not suffice.The moon is crying and crying,The heavens call my name.What purpose shall I serve now?When I am falling into flames.I lay here hurt and dying,My faith saves me no more.Why have You forsaken me?My spirit is numb and sore.Standing in a shadow realm,With no one to be seen.In the distant shadows a Dragonfly,Torments me in an eternal dream.
Shattered faces,All unresolved.Mysteries of darkness, Memories that are dissolved.Scars of anger,With tears of blood.You're still a stranger,Bleeding me to a flood.Obscure redemption, Intentions not known.I'm scared to fight,Falling and all alone.I long for eternity,To be embraced with peace.Seeking empty desires,To quench my thirst and sleep.Soulless in a desert,Like evil hunting to prey.What have I become,Is it worth the price to pay?Pure skies are shattered,Demons torment and fly.Like a crow in the red night,I fly into the crimson Sky.
I’ve never felt this way before,
A feeling of total self bliss.
Wanting you day by day,
Just to feel your sweet and warm kiss.
I want you in many ways,
People will never understand.
But I do not care what they think,
Because all I care is to hold your hand.
To one distant day,
That I will never regret.
Feeling you close to me,
Feelings I will never forget.
Oh God help me,
It feels like I am falling.
I can’t take this pain anymore,
For all I am doing is crawling.
I will take this risk,
For I do not understand.
One day to realize,
That this is not what I planned.
I am falling into darkness,
Yet a light of hope still remains
I cannot stop falling and falling,
Yet there is still no bloodstain.
In the silence of the night,
Feeling you here with me.
Holding my breath in twilight skies,
Feeling so helpless and praying to see.
In many thoughts I would think,
You would see through my imperfections.
Hoping that you would really see,
The beauty in my eyes reflection.
Why am I not enough for you?
Is it me who should be to blame?
Many say that it is you all along,
Then why do I feel this shame?
I always wanted something real,
At least I thought you would try.
I tried so hard to hold it in,
But I couldn’t help to fall and cry.
What darkness has taken me?
For all I feel is your touch,
Seeing the world through jaded eyes,
Realizing that I can only do so much.
Darkness overcomes my heart,
As the moon light shines on my face
What can you do to mend my soul?
When all I see is your disgrace.
All that is left is Twilight Skies,
One true hope that is vaguely fare,
I will try and hold on,
From what seems like Eternal Despair.
You said it was overYou tore up my heart I thought we were the meaning of foreverI thought we would never partNow you’ve left me all aloneYou’ve turned my heart so coldYou left my world so darkFrom what used to shine like goldI'm trying to hold onI keep slipping awayFeeling so helplessAll I can do is prayAll the times we were togetherI still dream about you every nightHoping you'll come back to meIn my heart, it feels so rightSo, I cry my tears every nightI'm on the verge of dyingI can't pretend you're nothing specialAnd now I'm not even tryingNow I'm living this hellSatan is the hostI guess the first heartbreakReally does hurt most
What have we become?Why do you act this way?I thought we were more then friends,Every night and everyday.My feelings are changing,Like summer and winter meets.How can I move on?When you are all I can see.With every night, and with everyday,Your presence I feel in my heart.Dreaming that you will be here for me,And realize that you were wrong from the start.What has happened to us?What is our fate?As I gaze into the sky,I realize it may be too late.I hate that you can't admit,That everything was a lie.I hope that one day you can see,Or even begin to realize.You said it was okay,That life comes and goes.But now I question what is real,Are we Friends? Or are we Foes?
When I first met you,I thought it was a stupid game.But the more I grew to know you,The more obvious it became.Many would think that,What we had was immature.But the more I thought about it,The more it made me insecure.In my eyes you were a star,So radiant and so bright.Which over time I began to see,That things were never even right.One thing is for sure,That loving you is a mortal sin.My feelings for you have never changed,If I could, I would sacrifice everything.I gave you my all,I tried to be the One.But I can see now,That to YOU, I was just someone.As the wind blows through the tree's,As my heart flies like a dove.I know that I am flirting with fire,Guess that's why they call it forbidden love.
When I first met you, I thought it was a stupid game.But the more I grew to know you,The more obvious it became..Many would think,That what we had was immature,But the more I thought about it,The more it made me insecure.In my eyes you were a star,So radiant and so bright.Which over time I began to see,That things were never even right.One thing is for sure,That loving you would be a mortal sin.my feelings for you have never changed,If I could, I would sacrifice everything.I gave you my all,I tried to be the One.But I can see now,That to you, I was just someone.As the wind blows through the tree's,As I fly in the air like a dove.I know that I am flirting with fire,Guess that's why they call it forbidden love.
BEAUTIFUL TONIGHT KRYSTAL MEYERS, ADAM SMITH My eyes have a rosy glaze(As darkness falls)I’m dancing on a razor blade(It’s killing me)Such a dangerous attractionI’m flirting with fireA desire reason just can’t tameI’m gonna regret thisIT’S THE SHADOW INSIDE MY MINDAND I’M IN DENIALI’M BECOMING QUITE A LIARDOES THAT MAKE ME BEAUTIFUL TONIGHT?(TO SOMEONE)IN MY SICKNESS CAN YOU FIND MEBEAUTIFUL TONIGHT?The moonlight plays against my skin(You found me out)Midnight sometimes is my only friend(Don’t leave me now)The hunger it eats me aliveI’m falling, dissolvingIt’s crawling into my veinsI’m gonna regret thisOH, OH, OH, OH, OH, OHOH, OH, BEAUTIFUL TONIGHTI don’t want to stay this way foreverCan you make me beautiful tonight?
YOU’LL NEVER KNOW KRYSTAL MEYERS, IAN ESKELINShattered dreams are misunderstoodThey left me stranded like I knew they wouldAll this pain's changing into good‘Cause You got meYou got meNow You’re the only one that I adore‘Cause everybody else has fallen shortI know You'd never leave me wanting moreSo come onCome onDON'T STOP TELLING MEYOU'LL NEVER KNOWTHE WAY IT FEELS TO BE LET GOTHE TRAGEDY OF BEING SO ALONEA DISTANT MEMORYMY HEART IS TELLING METHAT'S JUST SOMETHINGYOU'LL NEVER KNOWOOOOOOOI get the feeling now that You are hereYour love is something that won't disappearWhisper to me while You hold me nearYou got meYou got meOver and over and over againTell meOver and over again
