I am who I am. You don't have to like me.
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Never leave the one you love
for the one who likes you
Cause the one who likes you
will leave you for the one he/she loves.
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You came into my life
without knowing what was going on
You greated me with a smile
You took me by the hand and walked me through life
you made me see how beautiful it can be
You made me realize that I wasnt alone in the world
that Im not the only one that cries at night
that hurts inside
I once lost my smile and my laughter
In my head my life was over
I no longer wanted to live
But there you were standing in front of me
with my smile in your hands
You somehow found my smile
and you brought back my laughter
You turned my frown upside down
And I soon became me again
Me, the girl who smiled at everything
Me, the girl who laughed with joy
I was me again
If it wasn't for you
I'd be down
I would of been the girl I once was a long time ago
The girl who was always depressed
who hated life
But I'm not
I'm Christina
I'm me
Thank you for saving me.
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Dear Ex-Lover,
How have you been? Is everything okay? Is everything alright? What have you been up too? Hello, are you there? We'll I've been thinking about you. I always think about you. I miss you. Ever since you went away everything came crashing down. Everything went downhill. You're always on my mind. I keep thinking about you. Do you think of me sometimes? Do I ever come across your mind? Do you ever think about what I'm doing or with who I am? Do you ever wonder if I still cry? Do you ever wonder if I hurt myself? If you were so worried about me like you said you were, why didn't you call me? Why didn't you call me and see how I was doing? Why didn't you just tell me you didn't give a f*ck instead of lying to me? You said that we're friends, but friends call eachother. You never called me back. From all girls, from all boys, from all people, why did we have to meet and fall in love if in the end you would break up? Out of all people it was me. Why couldn't you meet someone else and break someone else's heart. Why mine? Why is it always me left heartbroken? Why do they always leave me? Am I not worth loving? Tell me. Hello, are you listening to me? You broke my heart. You don't seem to understand. I thought I was dreaming when you told me that you no longer wanted to be with me. But I wasn't, because the next morning I woke up. I woke up with this pain in my heart, tears in my eyes and scars on my wrist. It's so hard for me to let go and move on. We're no longer together. And yet, I dont seem to understand why. How can it be? I realized that everything has an expiration date so I guess your love for me expired. It had to end. Your love for me had to die. All good things eventually come to an end* I never wished for this to happen. Hello ?!! Are you listening to a word I'm saying? Hello? Oh, of course not cause I'm alone..once again. There goes another that kept me breathing.
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How could you do this to me?
How?
I never thought that day would come
I never thought those words would of came out of your mouth
It's over
And yet, I don't seem to understand
You don't know how much you've hurt me
Eight months down the drain
I feel like there's nothing left to live for now that you're gone
How can you not love me anymore?
I gave you my heart
I gave you all the love I had
All the love I got
And you throw it back in my face
What more do you want?
All I have left is a dead broken heart
And all the love I still have for you
I sometimes sit outside and wait for you
Hoping and wishing you'll come back to me
But I'm guessing you'll never come back
I feel so alone without you
I hate reality since you're not here with me
Why is it always me that's left heartbroken?
That's left behind
What did I do to deserve this?
The day you left felt like a dream
I just felt like running away
You killed me
You killed the happy girl I once was
I'm so broken and hurt
I just cannot live without you.
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It's been a week now
Since you took your love away
I'm so hurt and broken
I miss you so muchWithout you everything falls apart*
You really broke my heart is pieces
You tore it apart
My heart's crying out in pain
It's crying out your name
screaming "come back"
I miss feeling your heartbeat against my chest
I feel weak without you
You looked me right in the eye
and told me you loved me
The next day, you looked me right in the eye
and you told me that you no longer loved me
that you no longer wanted to be with me
I couldn't believe my ears
It was then when my heart died
That my heart broke in pieces
It broke right in front you
and you didnt even help me pick up the pieces
You just stared at me as I cried
You really broke my heart
How can you love someone and the next day
you tell them you dont want to be with them anymore ?
The thought of us not kissing
hugging
cuddling
holding hands
making love
and ever being together
is what I hate most
And it just makes me cry thinking that I'll never be with you again
I don't understand
How can you tell me that I was
the best girlfriend you've ever had
and that you've spent 8 incredible months with me
and break up ?
I do not understand
You really meant everything to me
And now all I have left
are memories of you & me
I can not live without you*
I love you.
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Just because I'm suicidal doesn't mean I want to die.Written by Christinaa
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Want me
Need me
Love me
Kiss me
Taste me
F*ck me
Leave me
Hurt me
Break me
Hate me
Want you
Need you
Kiss you
Taste you
Love you
Hate you
F*ck you
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1 - You will be thin.
2 - You won't look at pictures of models or celebs wishing you were their size because you will be.
3 - You will be able to wear your "Thin Clothes" again.4 - You will look good in whatever you wear.
5 - You will feel more confident and happy with yourself.
6 - You will look perfect on the outside, allowing you inner perfection to show.
7 - You will have complete control over your life, and other people will know.
8 - Fat is... a lazy, slobby, greedy and unintelligent person. Thin is... an intelligent, eager person who is in control of her life
9 - You will rule your stomach while others are slaves to their hunger.
10 - You will feel as light as a feather.
11 - You will be able to see your beautiful pure bones.
12 - You will be able to wear a bikini and feel proud.
13 - People will congratulate you on how much weight you've lost, those who don't are jealous.
14 - You will be perfect as nature intended you.
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You may not love me today, tomorrow, or ever, but I will love you until it kills me, and, even then, you'll be in my heart.Written by Unknown
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If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.Written by Unknown
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I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do...I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you.Written by Unknown
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