Christinaa

Never leave the one you love for the one who likes you Cause the one who likes you will leave you for the one he/she loves. Written by Christinaa Submitted by Christinaa

#never, #leave

You came into my life without knowing what was going on You greated me with a smile You took me by the hand and walked me through life you made me see how beautiful it can be You made me realize that I wasnt alone in the world that Im not the only one that cries at night that hurts inside I once lost my smile and my laughter In my head my life was over I no longer wanted to live But there you were standing in front of me with my smile in your hands You somehow found my smile and you brought back my laughter You turned my frown upside down And I soon became me again Me, the girl who smiled at everything Me, the girl who laughed with joy I was me again If it wasn't for you I'd be down I would of been the girl I once was a long time ago The girl who was always depressed who hated life But I'm not I'm Christina I'm me Thank you for saving me. Written by Christinaa Submitted by Christinaa

#thank

Dear Ex-Lover, How have you been? Is everything okay? Is everything alright? What have you been up too? Hello, are you there? We'll I've been thinking about you. I always think about you. I miss you. Ever since you went away everything came crashing down. Everything went downhill. You're always on my mind. I keep thinking about you. Do you think of me sometimes? Do I ever come across your mind? Do you ever think about what I'm doing or with who I am? Do you ever wonder if I still cry? Do you ever wonder if I hurt myself? If you were so worried about me like you said you were, why didn't you call me? Why didn't you call me and see how I was doing? Why didn't you just tell me you didn't give a f*ck instead of lying to me? You said that we're friends, but friends call eachother. You never called me back. From all girls, from all boys, from all people, why did we have to meet and fall in love if in the end you would break up? Out of all people it was me. Why couldn't you meet someone else and break someone else's heart. Why mine? Why is it always me left heartbroken? Why do they always leave me? Am I not worth loving? Tell me. Hello, are you listening to me? You broke my heart. You don't seem to understand. I thought I was dreaming when you told me that you no longer wanted to be with me. But I wasn't, because the next morning I woke up. I woke up with this pain in my heart, tears in my eyes and scars on my wrist. It's so hard for me to let go and move on. We're no longer together. And yet, I dont seem to understand why. How can it be? I realized that everything has an expiration date so I guess your love for me expired. It had to end. Your love for me had to die. All good things eventually come to an end* I never wished for this to happen. Hello ?!! Are you listening to a word I'm saying? Hello? Oh, of course not cause I'm alone..once again. There goes another that kept me breathing. Written by Christinaa Submitted by Christinaa

#lover

How could you do this to me? How? I never thought that day would come I never thought those words would of came out of your mouth It's over And yet, I don't seem to understand You don't know how much you've hurt me Eight months down the drain I feel like there's nothing left to live for now that you're gone How can you not love me anymore? I gave you my heart I gave you all the love I had All the love I got And you throw it back in my face What more do you want? All I have left is a dead broken heart And all the love I still have for you I sometimes sit outside and wait for you Hoping and wishing you'll come back to me But I'm guessing you'll never come back I feel so alone without you I hate reality since you're not here with me Why is it always me that's left heartbroken? That's left behind What did I do to deserve this? The day you left felt like a dream I just felt like running away You killed me You killed the happy girl I once was I'm so broken and hurt I just cannot live without you. Written by Christinaa Submitted by Christinaa

#without

It's been a week now Since you took your love away I'm so hurt and broken I miss you so muchWithout you everything falls apart* You really broke my heart is pieces You tore it apart My heart's crying out in pain It's crying out your name screaming "come back" I miss feeling your heartbeat against my chest I feel weak without you You looked me right in the eye and told me you loved me The next day, you looked me right in the eye and you told me that you no longer loved me that you no longer wanted to be with me I couldn't believe my ears It was then when my heart died That my heart broke in pieces It broke right in front you and you didnt even help me pick up the pieces You just stared at me as I cried You really broke my heart How can you love someone and the next day you tell them you dont want to be with them anymore ? The thought of us not kissing hugging cuddling holding hands making love and ever being together is what I hate most And it just makes me cry thinking that I'll never be with you again I don't understand How can you tell me that I was the best girlfriend you've ever had and that you've spent 8 incredible months with me and break up ? I do not understand You really meant everything to me And now all I have left are memories of you & me I can not live without you* I love you. Written by Christinaa Submitted by Christinaa

Just because I'm suicidal doesn't mean I want to die.Written by Christinaa Submitted by Christinaa

#suicidal

Want me Need me Love me Kiss me Taste me F*ck me Leave me Hurt me Break me Hate me Want you Need you Kiss you Taste you Love you Hate you F*ck you Written by Christinaa Submitted by Christinaa

#story

1 - You will be thin. 2 - You won't look at pictures of models or celebs wishing you were their size because you will be. 3 - You will be able to wear your "Thin Clothes" again.4 - You will look good in whatever you wear. 5 - You will feel more confident and happy with yourself. 6 - You will look perfect on the outside, allowing you inner perfection to show. 7 - You will have complete control over your life, and other people will know. 8 - Fat is... a lazy, slobby, greedy and unintelligent person. Thin is... an intelligent, eager person who is in control of her life 9 - You will rule your stomach while others are slaves to their hunger. 10 - You will feel as light as a feather. 11 - You will be able to see your beautiful pure bones. 12 - You will be able to wear a bikini and feel proud. 13 - People will congratulate you on how much weight you've lost, those who don't are jealous. 14 - You will be perfect as nature intended you. Written by Unknown Submitted by Christinaa

#benefits

You may not love me today, tomorrow, or ever, but I will love you until it kills me, and, even then, you'll be in my heart.Written by Unknown Submitted by Christinaa

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.Written by Unknown Submitted by Christinaa

#never

I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do...I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you.Written by Unknown Submitted by Christinaa

#supposed

Love comes unseen, we only see it go.Written by Unknown Submitted by Christinaa