My heart is breaking, it's full of painFeeling such guilt and full of shameThe bond with my children is slipping away,I feel it more with each passing day...I miss them more than you could knowBut there're always so busy now, the space just grows...No time to write, at least not to me you see,No one calls, Did they forget about me?I did the hardest thing in this worldAnd that was to move from my boys and girl,Too much chaos, arguing and hateWords if pain, always being thrown my waySo I did what I thought was best for themI packed up my things, moved away and thenI had hoped to save my babies fromThe constant bickering, again and again....I did not want them only to thinkArguing daily was normal, 'cause that stinksIt's not a healthy way to beNot for them and not for me....Their Dad and I just couldn't agreeNot on anything, so it had to beThat one of us leave before it was too late,I did not want my children to think life was full of hate...I see them as often as I canBut it's never enough, Imiss them man!Thev've been my reason living, and my whole worldThose beautiful children, 2 boys, 2 girls....Although they're older, they will always beMy pride and joy... my 4 babies.I hope and pray, thay will forever knowThey're my heart and soul... I love them all so!
Every message that I receiveIs from another female it seemsI'd like to say that I'm not gaySo pleaseeeeeeeee don't bother me, go away!
I do not care what gender you chooseBut do not write to me, for you will lose.I come here only to write my thoughtsIn peace and quiet, to ask is that allot?
Please respect my wishes you see,As I am not interested in thee!I am NOT gay and never will beSo please leave me alone, don't write to me!
Another woman is not what I seekInto my heart you will never peek.I wish you luck in your questWrite to another please, to me you're being a pest! 
Every message that I receiveIs from another female it seemsI'd like to say that I'm not gaySo pleaseeeeeeeee don't bother me, go away!
I do not care what gender you chooseBut do not write to me, for you will lose.I come here only to write my thoughtsIn peace and quiet, to ask is that allot?
Please respect my wishes you see,As I am not interested in thee!I am NOT gay and never will beSo please leave me alone, don't write to me!
Another woman is not what I seekInto my heart you will never peek.I wish you luck in your questWrite to another please, to me you're being a pest!
Every message that I receiveIs from another female it seemsI'd like to say that I'm not gaySo pleaseeeeeeeee don't bother me, go away!
I do not care what gender you chooseBut do not write to me, for you will lose.I come here only to write my thoughtsIn peace and quiet, to ask is that allot?
Please respect my wishes you see,As I am not interested in thee!I am NOT gay and never will beSo please leave me alone, don't write to me!
Another woman is not what I seekInto my heart you will never peek.I wish you luck in your questWrite to another please, to me you're being a pest!
Missing the puppy that I have now lostSuch pain is the price to me that it cost.Loving and faithful, was my Little girl,Missing her deeply, my heads in a whirl.She was just looking for someone with whom to play.When she went for a romp by herself that day,Along came the warden, scooping her upThe fines were too high, now she has a new family to love.If only the money was something I hadPerhaps I could have just... gotten her back!Missing her deeply, my little Imperial Shih-tzuI know in my heart, that she misses me too... It's such a long story, why I was not thereTo keep my girl safe, as I do so much care...My daughter was busy, I know she feels badWhen Trinket went roaming, then in the pound she sat.Nobody told me until it was too lateA new family paid for the fees that day.Gone is my puppy, such pain in my heartIf there was only a way, but I didn't know where to start!It's probably too late, as a month has now passedIf I had that money, I would get over there fast!I think it was wrong of my family to sayJust find her a new home they told the pound, that day.All for the price of three hundred dollarsI lost a part of my soul, now all I have is her collar.I'll never have another like Trinket againThey cost too much money, but she was my.... friend!I pray that she's happy, in her brand new homeAs they had the money, so they paid the pound.Anyone would love her, right from the start,It takes only a moment, and she's forever in your heart.All of my wishes I'm sending her wayAll of her kisses are now theirs each dayPlease help me cope with this broken heartIt may silly but in my life she was such a big part...I was just going to get her, to come live with me,My family lives there, yet I live over here you see...Now I'm really alone in my little caveI'm just so damn lonely now, every single day...
So many poems are written each dayMy heart feels the pain in all people say,Reading the sadness that pours out of heartsGives a feeling of togetherness, right from the start.Look around you and read some of others' remarksAnd soon you will realize whats in another ones heartFeelings and thoughts, emotions so clear...Gives me a feeling that I too... do fear.Lonliness spreads through my soul and my spiritYet one grand day, perhaps I won't feel so near to it.Hope is the answer for me, I shall sayNow if only I can believe it, for this I will pray.
Tears and sadness go hand in handAs soon as they start, it's usually about a manThis for me continues to be a struggle,The few that I have cared about, live inside a bubble.Never really knowing where I go wrongI cannot seem to pick one that's free or belongs.Always looking inward, as if that might helpYet inside there is an empty place, it's me alone, myself.Time is marching forward, forever looms aheadI just lost my elderly friend Betty, I can't beleive she's dead.It happened Christmas Eve, I really don't know why,But through the Holiday's I made it, though all I did was cry.It's not like I have a future, each day is just the same,I wake up feeling lonely, then go to bed again.Another day tomorrow, maybe it will change?I know that if it did, it would be wonderfully strange.I guess I'll just go to sleep now, my dreams are full of hope.It's there I smile abeit sadly, it's there that I can cope.The tears are now beginning, again I think of himIf only I knew what he looked like, maybe then I could see his grin.
Help me find my strength withinWhere do I look, where to begin..?I'm feeling weak and lost it's trueLonging for one man, he's too good to be true...
I find I'm so lonely that I overlookYet there are things that I need, to get hooked...Lately I seem willing to accept so much lessWhere is my strength, I can't even guess.
It's sad to me, that I have lost my self esteemTo tell me you like me... is that all I need??For so many years I've let my life drift right by,But there are values I need, that I want to find...
I actually just need an honest manOne who wants open communication.This is important to me, as this brings trustTalking about everything... to me is a must!
No more men filled with such liesI can't keep up, I don't want to try.What's so bad or hard, about honesty..?I'm honest with you, be honest with me!
Respect is earned from allot of things...It's too is important, since trust it brings.There you have it, most all my requestsIf you agree with me, then you've passed my test.
Please help me understand just why it's soThat the ones I meet, appear not to know...Honesty, respect, communication and trustWithout these things you have no chance for love, just lust.
I shouldn't even bother to search for some loveI probably wouldn't know it, if I was hit with it's glove!I need to try harder to stick to my goals!Without some values, my soul is just sold...
My spirit feels empty, no will to trudge onEverywhere I look, it's the same 'ole song...Never once has one loved me, or even been kindNot for more than a week or two... this, I find.
Time is fast moving, suddenly I'm oldMy heart is shriveling, it's lonely and cold...Where is the joy that I know I should feelFor being alive! For me it's no big deal.
Please just help me, find the courage to seek...The one single man who into my soul, will just peek!I've goodness and truth, I'm steadfast and truePlease help me accept my lot, and be happy, not blue...
I'd like to be happy, even though I'm aloneI'd like to feel content in my little home.Maybe I could function better if I could let goOf the desire to be loved, and just accept being alone.
Hey I need you MisterI want to tell you whyThere never seems to be a manWho to me does not lieI look the type of womanWho'll always lend and earBut listen up here, MisterMy wrath you'll learn to fear!Let's start at the beginningAnd this time you must sayOnly truth and honest thingsOr with you I'll not play.I started to trust you MisterBut something held me at bayRelief has flooded through my bonesKnowing what I now know today.I'll take a chance and be your friendBut listen up Mister manYou'd do well to speak the truthIf you but think you can....?
Once I think I've made it pastSome sorrow for awhileI start to feel on my lips, a smileYet in the end it's just a mask.Hiding pain and sadness becomes so very hardI just need to keep on breathingNo thoughts about simply leavingGet up each day, and try to keep up my guard.I'm not the type to play along If no interest I do feelMy feelings true or I'm off keelIn my heart there must be a song...So here I am again and againJust lost and wondering whyI can't meet the type of guyThat would also like to be my friend. 
