LIFELIFE IS A CRAZY,STRESSFUL,AND IT PUTS U IN A MIND STATE OF A VERY PART OF UR HEART THATMAKES U WANNA JUST SIT DOWN SOMEWHERE QUIET AND REFLECT OF HOW YOUR DAY WENT,OR HOW WAS YOUR CHILDHOOD,OR WHO IS THE NEXT PERSON THAT IS GOING TO WALK IN YOUR LIFE AND WHO IS THE NEXT PERSON THAT WILL LEAVE YOUR LIFE.LOVELOVE IS A STRONG WORD THAT MAKES YOU WANT TO EXPRESS HOW YOU REALLY FEEL ABOUT THAT PERSON IN A A VERY PERSONAL,THOUGHTFUL,AND MEANINFUL WAY WITH NO REGRETS BEHIND IT.WHEN LOVE HAS BROUGHT U IN A PERSONAL,OR A VERY DEPRESSING STATE IN SUCH AN EMOTION THAT U HAVE TO EXPRESS YOUR FEELINGS TOWARDS THAT SPECIAL PERSON THAT YOU HAVE THIS FEELING FOR, IT MAKES YOU DO CRAZY THINGS,THINK CRAZY THINGS AND IT CAN EVEN KILL YOU OR ALMOST KILL YOU. THIS WORD IS WE CALL LOVE,YOU WILL KNOW WHEN YOU REALLY KNOW WHEN YOU ARE IN IT BECAUSE YOU WILL FIND YOURSELF STUCK IN THE MOST CRAZIEST SPOTS THAT YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN IN BEFORE AND IT WILL START MAKING YOU PUT THAT PERSON,PLACE,OR THING FIRST IN YOUR LIFE AND MAKE YOU BLIND INSIDE AND OUT.LOVE IS SOMETHING YOU WILL NEED,WANT ALL THE TIME.FRIENDSHIP, TRUST, RESPECT AND ADMIRATION IS WHAT THE WORD REALLY MEANS.HERTHIS PERSON AS I DESCRIBE AS HER MEANS ALOT TO ME.SHE HAS SHOWED ME IN MY LIFE THAT YOU CAN REALLY LOVE MORE THAN ONE PERSON,BUT YOU CAN NEVER BE IN LOVE WITH MULTIPLE PEOPLE, YOU CAN ONLY BE IN LOVE WITH ONE SPECIAL PERSON AND THATS WHY IM IN SO MUCH LOVE FOR HER AND SHE IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE.SO THE NEXT TIME YOU HEAR ME SAY I LOVE HER JUST KNOW THAT IM TALKING ABOUT THE ONE AND ONLY SARAH C. AND HOPEFULLY ONE DAY MRS. P.P.S TO THE ONE I LOVE : DONT EVER LOOK BEHIND YOU,LOOK IN FRONT OF YOU AND REALLY KNOW WHO YOU HAVE AND NEVER LOOK AT THE BAD,LOOK AT THE GOOD. I LOVE YOU DEEPLY AND NEVER FORGET THAT FOR AS OFTEN AS YOUR STILL WITH ME OR AS OFTEN AS YOU ARE STILL LIVING YOU WILL FEEL MY PRESENTS AROUND YOU AND INSIDE YOU EVERY WHERE YOU GO AND YOU WILL NEVER FORGET ME.DEDICATED TO MY LOVE SARAH C.
This is how sorry I really am Sarah...I ApologizeThis is how sorry I really am Sarah when u see me come back to you crying on my knees after a month of doing the worst thing I can possibly do and that was to leave you for some girl I hardly even liked but just went with her out of anger and missing out on our one year anniversary. I Aplogize.This is how sorry I really am Sarah when I have bad dreams of you cheating on me or messing around on me behind my back but really its was all about me feeling guilty when I was the one messing around out of anger but never cheated on you but it felt like I did because it was always in the back of my head "What if Sarah was to do this to me,how woud I feel"?,and you never was doing anything behind me because you were always faithful.I Aplogize.This is how sorry I really am Sarah when we got engaged on Christmas Eve [9months]and still never made you happy after that because I still did you wrong by lying about everything I did or everywhere I went.I Aplogize.This is how sorry I really am Sarah when a girl called my phone and I had picked it up and left your side to talk and tell her to just call me some other time because I was with my girlfriend and lying to you after by saying it was my cousin.I Aplogize.This is how sorry I really am Sarah when you had found out about you being the third girl I had a sexual relationship with and for you to find out when we were 1 year and 7 months together but baby there was no excuse of me keeping it away from you if it was all in the past so I should of just told you from the beginning really.Baby girl those two girls didnt mean anything to me they were just there to just be sexual with before I met you.But when You and I had our thing it was very special to me and thats why im still here for you through thick and thin,with alot of love in my heart and mind.