I miss the girl i called my bestfriend.
the one i would always defend,
i miss all of our crazy walks
or the times we had long talks
i miss the girl i called my little mogie
the one who never failed to have a stogie(:
i miss when she would just hold my hand
or all the times we went off to "unicornland"
i miss the lazy bitch i use to constantly beat up
the girl that made me chocolate milk in stevies sippy cup.
i miss the girl i got crunk with everynight
that hoe never left my damn sight!
i could say i dont miss that girl at all, but i cant pretend
i really do miss my bestfriend :(
Why won't you let me fall?
I know, i don't have it all.
I can't breathe when your around.
and i can't manage to make a sound.
because the truth is im afraid.
so many mistakes have been made.
the first time i completely crumbled.
every word i spoke was mumbled.
but please, don't leave me here.
i can speak so very clear.
i've figured it out, and i'm alright.
i can finally, finally see the light.
Stop looking past his flaws,
Stop trying to change for him,
stop letting him control you.
stop tryiung to be who your not
stop thinking the next day will be better
stop making yourself think he'll change
stop loving the person he's not.
just let it go, before you hit the floor
all he has to do is walk out the door
stop letting your love for him overflow and spill,
because you know he never ever will.
-bobbi.
take a step back from this,
realize what you've got infront of you.
He used to look straight at you,
now he looks right through you.
But, is it really worth it?
Letting him walk all over you.
Making you feel like dirt after it all.
You set up that wall for a purpose,
but somehow he managed to tear it down.
not that he's gone try to rebuild.
it will start to get better day by day
little peices of your soul will find their place
your heart was only mearly damaged,
because it wasn't true love afterall.
Hearts are torn apart
Relationships end before they really start
When he decides to disappear
Everything she has turns to fear
Holding back all the tears
Asked by all her peers
Now all it is, is a glance
She tries to hold a steady stance
Locking up all her acheing pain
He was the only thing keeping her sane.