Ash17

frustrated with it all leaning up against the wall trying hard not to fall not knowing who to call feeling angry every day wanting it to go away trying to find the words to say disappearing into May trying to get back on my feet trying to get out of my seat sick and tired of feeling beat wanting to grow up and defeat

it seems like i am lost in a cloud of white dancing around in the fog i try so hard to see the light but i am blinded by the fog I am alone in this place no one seems to be around but then i look up and see a face and many more that come around i guess there are people here dancing with me in the world but i guess they are what i fear and thats why i wander away from the world i try to stay away from it all afraid that one day i will fall and all they will do is look at me and then all of them will see

When I lost him my heart went with him and therefore I have no feeling The days go by and I float on air because he left me with no feeling I try to hurt but the pain is gone and it's all because I have no feeling I try to cry but the tears wont come I have lost it all with no feeling I like it this way It feels much better its not too bad when you have no feeling You are numb nothing can hurt you and you learn to live with no feeling

i close my eyes to stop the tears but they always come out due to my fears he's going to leave me just like they did he wont even care he'll just close the lid now that shes back he dont need me he is so happy this i see i dont want to be selfish so i let them be i wont say anything i'll just simply flee

From the debts of her soul she tried to break free but the wounds that she kept made it impossible to flee She was screaming in her mind for a better tomorrow but all she ever got was more and more sorrow She looked at the world as if it were fire and she never forgot that he was a liar She ckoked in her sleep but swallowed it down everyone called her the girl with the frown You could almost see through her because nothing was there she was empty inside with no one to care If only I had saw what was to come I could have stopped her from being so dumb

As I sat on my porch a little bird approached me and told me that it was over and then it spread its little wings and flew away I let out a huge breath and tears ran down my face and i smiled because i knew it was the truth it was finally over

If you think you're empty handed think again The one thing you always have is now From that point on You can have anything. Written by Ash17 Submitted by Ash17

Love is like a flower. It grows, then dies. Written by Ash17 Submitted by Ash17

Not knowing what you truely want can cause so much pain inside that is what i'm dealing with and it makes me want to hide I have so many thoughts running inside my head at times I get so scared because I might wind up dead Written by Ash17 Submitted by Ash17

#knowing

I can see how things have changed and it's kind of hard to take but this is what I deal with every time that I awake My heart no longer smiles at the sound of your voice it just throbs in pain as a result of your choice When you pop up on my screen I begin to feel ill I cant control my shaking and I know I never will You have made me hate you I never wanted to but you have caused me misery from all the things you do I'm sick of all the lies you tell I don't believe a word you say because of you I am so angry it would be safe to stay away Written by Ash17 Submitted by Ash17

#turns

Don't be fooled by the one who has hurt you the most. Written by Ash17 Submitted by Ash17

#fooled

Don`t ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. Written by Unknown Submitted by Ash17