alecia143

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I am Alecia, am single mother of 2 children, I am a good woman who knows what she wants in a man and if I find it I am not afraid to go after it. I am a romantic and am looking for the same in a partner but have never been able to locate so far...I know he's out there somewhere... I have loved and been loved with such an intensity that it has left a lasting impression on my thoughts and views of love itself. I am a college graduate, I LOVE to write poetry, it is a strong passion of mine. I have blonde hair, green eyes, 5'7 140 pounds, I would say I am a beautiful average...spontanious, (Taurus:) I love muscle cars such as the 67` Chevy Impala SS, I can appriciate some sports but honestly not often: ) I am not like anyone you have ever met before and you will never again come across another individual quite like me. It's not a bad thing, I am just one-of-a-kind. If there is anything else you care to know, then drop me a line!
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We all have a mistake that we wish we never made,

one that changed our life in an instant

and left us with such intense overwhelming pain.

A love lost, never to be forgotten,

a hard lesson learned in our hearts, which we refer to often.

Throughout the years the constant what if's,

it's enough to drive you crazy, forced constantly to think of what you've possibly missed.

I did let go... but not soon enough, because I will forever have to deal with my mistake....the punishment,

losing your love.

 

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So many thoughts running throughout my mind, ones that are shattering form moments left behind. Wishes and dreams just so... out of reach,a problem that exists with most, life's furious twist.

Temptations and pain come hand in hand, so be careful when the temptation tries to come between you and for what it is you stand!

Keep in mind the repercussions are altering,strictly because you yourself will forever be haunted....just that one choice, "I wish I could take it back, but now all I can do forever is look back, on what we had and what we once were, what WE could've been, you and me....not you and her.

 

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I often find myself thinking of the past...thoughts of you, thoughts of us and precious moments I miss so much. I wonder where you areI wonder who your with,but most of all I wonder...I wonder if I am missed?

Do you have thoughts of mescattered inside your head, does something you see or hearremind you of me or something I once said?

I am truly sorry for the mistake I made,you could never comprehend how much, the pain inside comsumes me with just one thought, one memory... of you and our love.

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I have learned that nothing in life ever stays the same no matter how hard we hoped it would. With each day that passes each and everyone of our lives is changing and evolving into where we are supposed to be and with whom. My mom always taught me, everything happens for a reason good or bad, whether we can see the reasons behind it or believe it at all, everything happens for a reason.One day it will be our turn, so just smile, let go of the past, open your heart and remember...tomorrow is never promised to anyone, live each day as if tomorrow is never coming, regret nothing and keep your eyes open because you just never know when love might come around the corner and suprise you.Just words to live by...Take a breath everyone, tomorrrow is another day and this to shall pass.Until next time...

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I wake-up each morning and my thoughts are of you,I go to sleep each evening thinking of you to.Pure tortureI enflict upon myself,day in and day out the pain is constantly felt. Thoughts of what should've been constatly running down my cheek, remembering your touch, how much you loved meand the way you would just stop, and stare at me. This feeling is an overwhelming burdenI have forced myself to bear,but I relive the pain every momentwhen the day starts overand your still not there.

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Standing in the shadows, desperetly trying to see the light,forcing myself to believe that out there is something...someone better,someone worth the fight.But how do I get around this, this feeling of overwhelming pain, when I know it wasn't my faultbecause you are the one crying and feeling the shame.How do I forget youand force myself to move on,it is impossible because I tourture myselfwith thoughts of youand what my life once was.

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