Trying to move on....
I’m lost in a place where I can’t see,Where all lies peel uncovering me.Here in this place, where all is so dark,I feel abandoned and torn apart…What have I done? What am I here for?Wherever I look I see the ones I abhorAnd all the times I wished for deathWhen felt that I have nothing left…I start to shiver, my face is ashenFor I’m reliving now all I felt whenI was in pain and cried in strife,When I felt I have no life…But I’m slowly starting to understandWhat this place is, where I am.It’s a place buried deep within me,The part that doesn’t let me free…In this place I can see the pastAnd all that took away the happiness I use to have.All the awful things we did, the pain provoked,The ruthless way we banished our hope…These thoughts and memories, I wish I could eraseAnd along with them, wipe the tears off my jaded faceTo feel alive again and to feel wiling to live,But for that, there’s is too much I have to forgive…So I choose to start again, trying to forgetAll the darkness in my past and the pain I felt,But for that I need your help and most of all your careAnd when I need you, you wont be there… You'll be gone because of meYour heart will be with someone elseSomeone betterWho's not me...
