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I dont know what to do anymorepart of me is missing because the one i love is not here with me, he is in Afghanistan!! this is killing me and he wont be back till April! what am i to do I sadly have cut and i feel so bad but part of me wants more of that blade and i dont know why?? I am so happy with him and i love him more than anything!! and I pray god doesnt take him away!! But part of me is wondering why i still want to cut if i am so happy because when i am with him i dont think about cutting and when i know he is ok i dont think about it!! but urg i just hate this