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Thinking Out Loud

Mark a million, where are you?
You didn't mention, what you're up to! 
Neither did you tell me, if better you feel-
You left me hanging alone, for real!
Tuesday night, you said to me
On Saturday evening we'd go out Weeeeeee!
But then last night you felt so weak
And today, you neglected to even speak!
About the plans for Saturday night,
It's clear your plans, keep me out of your sight!
And so into the shower I will now go
I won't even attempt to meet you, cause you'll say NO!
I don't really know why we bother to make plans
Something always happens, they end up in the can!
I don't suppose that I should count
On our plans made, becuase my frustraton mounts!
I worked so very hard, these past two days,
Now is the time that I want to PLAY!
So into the shower I'm going right now
And then my wild oats, I will sow, (lolol)
Perhaps a drink or maybe three
Will help to clear my thoughts of thee,
A buzz could really help tonight
You probably already, have one in sight!
I miss my friend, my long haired man
I'd like to see him, if i can....
But since you are not here to say...
I guess I'll just be alone again, today.
Into the shower it's after eight,
I'd best get moving, it's gettng late!
Last Tuesday night, you said to me,
That Saturday night... together we'd be....
Yet, when I looked to see what you had planned...
There was nothing there, not to do with me, man!
So this must mean I'm all alone
To find something fun... or to just stay home.
I'll come back to the computer, before I go
To see if you left me a message so...
I will know just what you feel
And if with you, a moment I can steal!
I doubt your plans are including me
And to be honest, I don't like to drink.
It seems that when I do see you,
That is the only thing you want to do..?!
If you asked me what I'd like best,
I'd say let's just talk, and forget the rest!
We could go for a walk, or even a ride,
Not too many options, when we must hide...
I wish that the times we have to share
Could be more often, as for you I care,
But if the only time you'd agree,
Is after you're drinking... then I need to see...
I doubt that I, will honestly stay,
With you if you drink, most eveyday.
I've been in this place too many times,
I want someone sober, if he's to be mine.

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