The end?
As I learn every day of the person I'll be...
I think you would turn in disappointment of me.
If you could really see the darkest parts of my heart.
You would feel the hatred and it'd tear you apart.
I would like to think that the good shows through...
But I've never been able to fool you.
And despite all the love I feel every day...
I feel sorrow for the world that tears you away.
Seeing your face, lay asleep on that bed...
I realized the end, closing in with sick dread.
And I can't say a word, only write of this pain.
Because I can't imagine a world where you're slain....
My fiercest support& my closest friend.
I don't think I'd be okay if this is the end.
I'm throwing my hands up& releasing the reins.
God, I beg you to cure her of pains.
Don't take her away from me, because I have so much to tell...
Don't take my friend and drag me through Hell.
It seems we always have more to say when we need you...
But I promise to work on my steps to follow through.
If you grant me this wish and please cure her pain...
I'll find a way to love once again.
I'll share your love and joy every day...
Express myself& help me find words to say.
To tell her I'm sorry that I left her alone...
And was only there over the phone.
If this is the end, I still love you, it's true.
If this is the end, please wait for me, too.