Tears, Sadness, Pain

Tears, Sadness, Pain ,these emotions i can't explain.A broken heart torn apart ,I should have seen this from the start, i'm broken and lost, can't stop these tears from flowing down... My heart never knew loneliness until you went away.If i could tell my part what to feel, i would  tell it to feel anger, hate and disgust, but its impossible, all i feel is love,hurt and pain.My heart literally hurts, my chest is in pain.Life without you will never be the same. I miss you. I think about you when I’m alone, I cry in the shower, I can’t get your smile out of my head. It hurts so much when I know I can’t talk to you, can’t see you, can’t hold you, can’t be with you. I don’t know what to do baby I love you and all I want is for us to be one. Why does no one understand this, why must things be so hard. I don’t want to be without you, not now, not ever. Why is there nothing we can do to be together when I need you most. You broke my heart and left me here alone to pick up the pieces. Ever since you said goodbye, nothing has been put back together…Every where I go, there are memories of you which turn into thoughts that become tears I cry. I miss you so much and I don’t want to say goodbye..I always say that I cannot imagine a day without you…Now, I don’t have to imagine it because I am going through that situation…I used to be strong and happy that you are with me,but now without you,I don’t know what am I going to do…cause I’m so lost without you…