voice speaks for her in my mind.
so profound I often questioned: ‘but why I?’
time I was for I thought I had no other half.
empty room that exists in my heart waiting to be filled with such love.
place where I dreamt a family would exist.
kissing me as I watched our kids play at ease.
has happened to this belief?
her to see me.
screamed and waved my hands as high as I could.
her” ---I would if this life was that simple.
like the rock when thrown into a lake to create ripples.
down with no way to climb.
Wishing she would keep the rock instead of
throwing it away each time.
I’ve spent my hours thinking she was mine.
life or the next. God, show me a sign.
know if this is the one or is it the same as last time.
she be thinking the same?
want to blame.
times I feel ashamed.
that extra word, gesture, or movement could have started the flame.
I could have prevented all of this?
if I wasn’t so shy giving her an unexpected kiss….
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