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Im not really sure...

what in the world is going on right now.
i cant even think about my own life without feeling....
like ending it?
i feel so caged up... like i cant breath...
and i dont even know whats happening.
i feel angry too...
like the whole world is against me,
like no one wants me to finish my dreams.
like everyone wants me dead.
anger and sadness..
not good combinations...
depression...
feeling like utter and complete crap.
i dont want to die.
and i know i could never end my own life.
i want to finish everything i want to do.
i want to be happy.
to find love.
to have children
but i feel like im dying.
i feel so numb all the time.
but so fake.
closed up by a mask that no one can take off.
can someone help me?
take away my pain.
please?
i dont want to be swallowed up by my own depression.

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