Finding Fault
im lost in antipathy
falling through graces arms
cant find myself today
falling for your charms
I blend and I mold
truly malleable
yet my heart feels cold
surely silent
i can feel my mind race for words
before i speak they fall apart
my own reassurance is absurd
as i search for all of your flaws
i wandered through my soul
and found myself in yours
i find your words on my tongue
parts of life i didn't explore
what do you want...
a blessing?
all of them come with a curse.
attached to the bottom
on a string
sealed with a lonesome kiss.
my mind is made
my paths unclear
my soul will stay
with you,
right here
not from entitlement or false pretenses
not from excitement or misconceptions
not from need or forced desire
not from lust or simply tired
not from loneliness
not from requirement
not from sadness
not from obligation
but from the heart.
somewhere in between, a soul divided
a simple start
where all your faults and mine subsided
the faults remain
the mind can change
I will be your risk
your sudden chance
your maddening thoughts
your muted dance
your in between
your perfect balance
your nightly dream
your needed solace
walk your way
and ill walk mine
we will compromise
we will solidify
well find the breaks
and flaws
and faults
well find the holes
and cracks
and tears
and when they are all out
for all to see
there will be no one left
save you and me