Death isnt always the answer

this is a song i just wrote i just got it copy written so im now posting it on hear im working on the music for it right now its going to be on the album im recording right now please give me your opinion of it I live on time I borrow

And all I feel is sorrow

Constant thoughts of my past

Oh god how long is this going to last

I feel like I've been thrown in hell

Oh please just cast your spell

To take this pain away

Its all I feel each and every day

Flash backs of the good and the bad

Invade my mind of what I once had My life I am no longer liven

As you have heard that's a given

For me there is no other way

With nothing left for me to stay

I will not go through this again

So I commit the ultimate sin

As my mind slowly begins to fade

I now wish I would have stayed

Oh god what have I gone and done

Please save me through you only begotten son

I have fallen down onto my knees

I hope and pray that my lord sees

Hopefully I'm not to late

Just one more chance at a clean slate

Oh god I beg you for your forgiveness

For my lord Jesus is my only witness

As I take my last breath I've come to know death

Please open your eyes

And don't listen to his lies

For I have gone and sealed my fateBut for all of you its not to late