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Why Me?

One night I was really board and I called my cousin and I told her that I was board and she told me if your board why don't you call the Chat lines so I did and Iwas on for a few hours and finally I started talking to a guy and he was really nice and funny so he asked me for my number and I gave it to him so we talk over the phone for about 1 month and we finally decided to meet up and then he asked me to be his girlfriend and I said yes because I really liked him. I told my cousin all about him and she said that she wanted to meet him and I said ok and she was always being mean to him. And after they became really good friends and he would tell her everything he would do and she told me that he told her that he was cheating on me and I decided to call him and tell him what she had told me but his sister said he left with his friends. So I called him the next day and I told him and he got mad and started cusing me out and I told him you know what it's over and he kept on calling me but I wouldn't answer any of his calls. So he decided to call my cousin and then she called me and told me why wasn't I answering his phone calls and I told her and she got mad because I told him what she had told me. So he stopped calling me for about 2 weeks and he apologized and asked me out again and I said yes. Then he did the same thing again and I left him again. I was really sad because I loved him alot. But what then my other cousin told me that my other cousin got with him 1 week after I left him and I was mad and I wanted to beat her up really bad because she hurt me more than he did. She was like a sister to me. I was really sad I wouldn't eat I wouldn't talk to anyone I was really depressed I wanted to die but then I realize that they were not worth it and every night I ask god why me god? What did I do to deserve this punishment. Everytime I think about him I just start crying because I still love him and I feel like I'm not going to be able to love anyone else it's been 5 months since I left him and it seems like it was yesterday. But if something like this happens to you just remember keep your head up and never give up. Submitted by Daisy
Comments (4)
    • dam girl thats a really touching story. thats very f*cked up about your cusins. f*ckin wh*res you cant trust no body thats why is not good to tell people everything that happens between you and your man you know.. well hes not worth it either hes a f*ckin player and obiously he doesnt love you but theres so many guys out there dont even waste your time or your tears on a n*gga like that. well girl good thing you didnt do something stupid, good luck in love.
      • thank you for that advice i needed it nice story it was touching. email me ill tell you mine
        • hi i read ur story.u did well....he cheated u twice..they cant b happy togetha.1 day dey will leave each other..u will c...u shouldnt waste ur time wid such guyz..b happy n he wasnt made 4 u..n dont waste ur tears 4 him....everything happenes 4 de beta,tc bye..
          • hey..ur story is good...it's true too..same thing happened here gurl..but dont worry..everything be alrite soon enough...4get him..go on..i did..i kno u will too! :)
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