Maybe
If I lay in your chest and listen to the beating of your heart
What would I hear aside from the throb?
Am I one of the reasons why it is beating?
Or am I one of the reasons why you are healing
Though it pains me to know
That your love is not so
I ll try my best to understand
Even if im the underhand
I wanted you to know how important and significant you are
You are the most beautiful by far
But if I am not the one in your heart
Then downfall that is where it would start
I don’t want to force you to love me
It would be insanity
I want you to love me freely
Without hesitation full of sincerity
There is one favor I want to ask of you
You know that I love you
But if you are not that into me
Please don’t make me feel I am your disability
May be you will realize that I too am important
When I am gone would you feel a little hesitant?
May be then you’ll see
I am the one that could make you happy
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- · chulila
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I have a love like that now. it is so intense and we act so causal during the week but the one day we are together it is more than to handle. "I want you to love me freely Without hesitation full of sincerity" these words you write ring in my ears everyday from my thoughts to my heart