I dont know why I still think about him. I thought I was done with him. I also thought I was over him! I hate that I still think about him!!! I hate that part of me still wants him. It kills me. I hate that I still have these memories about him!! Especially since I have someone that loves me and I love him and he wants me and I want him and he is will to do anything for me and i will do anything for him!! I am sick of thinking about him. Its killing me inside Whats wrong with me!! I wonder if he really even cared about me or even loved me!! Or did I give him what he wanted and that was it or when he promised forever was he lying he must have. did he ever think how it would affect me and other relationship i have I have a hard time trusting now bc i gave him everything!! but now I have someone that I LOVE VERY MUCH BUT STILL DONT KNOW!!!
Hi, I know what you're feeling. If we really loved someone we don't forget them. Their memory haunts us in a way. It's happened to me more than once though I'm older than you. The only way to make peace with it is to forgive the person for not feeling the same and to try to keep your care for them....though realize it likely will not ever be shared. Focus the best you can on the one who loves you and don't mention these old feelings. They do no good to mention and it is only your heart trying to deal with something unresolved. Really it is resolved....but your heart never quite understands.