I dont know what to do!!! A year ago I was raped and i am trying to deal with everything and also not having my husband here just sucks he is away and dealing with this is the hardest thing ever not having his support!! I just want to go back to how I use to deal with things I want to go back to cutting but I dont know!! I know I shouldnt but i under to so bad!!! Just to go back to cutting!!!
Melody....don't do that...it won't help...it will only hurt. Ups and downs are a part of life. They're hard but cutting isn't the answer it's just a craving and an addiction. Of course I remember you! Write a poem to get the frustration out. Prayer is also really good because it seems like God has abandoned you at times but he never really does. Have a little more FAITH in times of doubt or trouble. It may not work out exactly as you like but it works out some way..sometimes better than we hoped.