MY LIFE NOT YOURS

MY LIFE USE TO BE A WHIRLWIND OF CHAOS. THEN I MET YOU.
MY LIFE USE TO HAVE NO DIRECTION BECAUSE IT WENT IN EVERY DIRECTION. THEN I MET YOU.
I USE TO NEVER BE QUITE SURE WHY I WOKE UP EACH DAY. THEN I MET YOU.
YOU BROUGHT MY LIFE SANITY. THEN ONE DAY I REGRETTED MEETING YOU.

YOUR HANDS BRING HURT AND BRUISES.
YOUR WORDS DESTROY MY HEART AND ERASE MY LOVE.
I ALWAYS WISH NOW THAT I WOULD NOT WAKE UP TO YOU.
YOU BROUGHT INSANITY AND CHAOS BACK INTO MY LIFE.

TODAY I CHOOSE TO NOT LET YOU ANYMORE.
TODAY I CHOOSE WHICH DIRECTION I GO NOT YOU.
TODAY MY WORDS ARE FOUNDATION. YOU WILL BREAK ME NO MORE.
TODAY I WILL MAKE SENSE OF MY WORLD AND LOCK YOU OUT IN THE COLD.

THIS MOMENT I FOUND OUT I AM HAVING YOUR DAUGHTER. YOUR
ONE AND ONLY BABY-GIRL. TODAY I CHOOSE TO NOT ONLY BE HER PROTECTOR,
BUT HER MOTHER AS WELL. TODAY I WILL TRULY GIVE HER A BREATH OF LIFE
AND YOU WILL TAKE OURS NO MORE.

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