So Long

At one time we were so close
Even as little girls
You were my heart's host
Its really hard for me
After all these years
To believe
That we aren't friends anymore
Its different
Unlike before
When ever you pass me by
In class
It feels awkward
And I feel this feeling will never pass
But why oh why is it so strange?
Its only been a month since
And you seemed to have gotten out of our range
And moved on
It feels so long
So long..
I miss having a friend
But in some ways
I guess I'm glad it came to an end
But its to long now
To long..
So long, Kayla.

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