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fear factor

Hope you can see the sadness in my eyes,all the fears is coming,i know you love me,and i know you know that i love you more than the things i have now,but all the fears is really coming now,and im so afraid that sooner or later all my fears will happen,your such a post grad and im just a grade school graduate,and have a dark side,and you have such a nice life,but even do,i still trying my best to make my life right just to be a perfect match for you,but i guess it wasnt good enough,i dont want to give you a reason,someday,somehow,
you will tell me that im the reason why people laugh,bcoz you married a woman like me,all i want is to have partner to be with me for the rest of my life,that i can tell all mine,and im happy to serve you,breakfast,make a tea in the morning,readying your bath,and tuxedo in the morning,im a woman who didnt expect anything in return,but lately i have deep thoughts if i should continue are relationship
bcoz your a heaven and im just a land dry,i am really so afraid about my future with you,im not afraid to get starve,im afraid to get hurt again,i dont wanna get hurt again and again,i know this is such a fool,but this is really i am.im maybe 25 but my heart and soul is 60,i have deep and i can tell im matured enough to understand all the things,
p.s. i will love you always
whatever will happen to us this coming days

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