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CANt liVE.

TRiED tO MAKE tHiS HAPPEN
& TRiED tO MAKE tHiS WORK
i STUGGlED EVERYDAY
tO FiND tHOSE HiDDEN WORDS.
i LAUGHED At tHE tHOUGHt OF YOU lEAViNG
NEVER KNOWiNG iT WOUlD COME tRUE;
SiTTiNG HOME _ ON MY P0RCh
TRYiNG tO GEt MY MiND OFf YOU .
i lOOK OVER AT YOUR HOUSE ;
tO SEE iF YOU ARE tHERE
& iF WE WOUlD HAVE MADE it ;
0R iF Y0U'd EVEN CARE
WHAt'S FUCKEd UP iS
i FEEl liKE SHiT ;
WE SH0Uld HAVE FOUGHt HARDER;
tHEY TOOK OUR " l0VE "
AWAY FROM US ;
& TOO lOOK BACK YOU DiDNT BOtHER ;
YOU WERE SUPPOSED to RidE WitH ME
BE 0N MY SiDE ;
BUt Y0U lET tHEM GEt iN tHE WAY
0F WHAt Y0U FElT ;
tHEY PUt YOU THROUGH HEll
& Still Y0U PUShED ME AWAY
Y0U CANt liVE WiTH tHAt FEEliNG
tHAT YOU FUCKEd UP WilliNGlY
DAY BY DAY
Y0U lEt US StRAY
JUSt WHEN i tHOUGHt it WOULD
B E O K A Y .

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    • I guess you've been gone for 40 days...but I read your poem and felt the sad feeling of thinking things were going to work out and finding someone turned away from you. There is nothing worse than that empty feeling of abandonment and even worse when it comes as a shock. Hope you're feeling better.
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