I currently work full time and go to school full time. I'm a single mom to a beautiful five year old little girl. Life is great and I have no complaints... Life is too short to have sorrow so live life like its your last day.
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They say the only way to love
Is like you've never been hurt before
So take my hand
And draw me close
Help me forget it all...I used to think all men were dirt
The one day you came
I've never been so wrong before
Never knew I'll learn to care.
They say things happened for a reason
Yet my mind can't comprehend
I want to serve my purpose
without any complaints.
I look at you
And see the man
I wanna have by my side
I look at you and wonder
Do you see the women that lives inside?
They say I should live life
Like its my last day
And God knows I'm thankful
For every breath.
For every moment that I've lived
Has brought me closer to you
They say love comes unexpectedly
And baby this I knew
For I just know that I can love you.
They say that you'll just know it
Your heart will tell you so
Your name keeps floating thru my mind
While my body longs for your touch.
They say that I'm too good of a woman
To live my life alone
I have so much to offer
You don't even know
I can love you in any way
What do you have to say?
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I see this man in front of me
How am I not to dream?
Hope and want more then this fantasy?
I see this man and wonder
What is he really about?
I get disappointed at the thoughts that I am only his
meantime.
I see this man that I give my kisses to
Try to do whatever to show him slowly that I care
To try to see that being with me can be more than reality.
I see this man that holds me close to his body
But eventually lets me go, for I’am only there for that moment
Who knows if tomorrow there will be more.
I see this man that I have been sleeping with
Yeah we kick it but what does that mean?
I see this man that I want to call my own
I want to hold I want to love, this man I want to adore.
But all I see is this man that don’t want more
Damn I might as well go back to being alone.
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I'm a fragile romantic
With a helpless broken heart
A lonely Dreamer
With empty arms
The love that I seek is the Fairy tale Love
The one to swipe me off my feet..
The one to see beyond the surface
My inner beauty and follow the tracks
To the road to all the pain
And understand Why I'm this way today
The story of love,
Another broken heart
Another torn soul
The agony and pain
The crazy emotions
Driving me insane
Lose control
Cry with so much pain
That is the love that I have know
The one that hurts you,
Then leaves you all alone...
Many nights I've cried myself to sleep
Giving up on love and what it can offer me
Rushing night and day
Ignoring the true longings and desires
The passionate lover
That yearns to be rekindle
The love that has not died,
That love has to be mine.
It is so much easier to live life bitter
Hating the thought of love
Dreaming from afar
The love I dream
Is the Fairy Tale love
The one who has also been hurt
Disappointed and prefers to be all alone
So we can open eachother's eyes
And love like the first time
Run into eachother's arms...
The love that I seek
Is the Fairy Tale Love
The one who will go above and beyond
Any obstacle any struggle
To make love work and last
With a few bumps on the road
The ending still being happily ever after
That is the love that I desire...
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What is the cure for loneliness?
How do you fill in the emptyness?
Where do you run when you want to held?
Who can you run and tell?
Just how bad you want someone to hold
and treat you like your gold
When cheesecake and alcohol won't do
Movies and love songs is all that's left for you
When days have turned to weeks
And weeks to months
Months to years
And prince charming is nowhere to be found
And you are coming low and down from your cloud
How much longer must I dream
Of a love that has not happened to me
It happens all around
Left, right everyone in the crowd
I see them smiling holding their man being a family
Why couldn't my ending be forever happily?
I got married gave all I had
Leaving me pregnant and extremely mad
I'm just a women who want to be loved
Be set free and fly like a dove
Fly away from all the past
The love that hurt me and did not last
I don't want to give up I want to still be
Patient and hopeful of a love that is meant for me
But what do I do?
Where do I go?
How do I keep myself together when I feel so alone?
And tears just roll down my face
Rolling down the same path falling the familiar trace
Leaving me feeling so bitter so confused
Being mistreated and abused
I long to have a love come my way
To share my day to day
There has to be more
I feel it inside and the feeling is so strong
I'm so naive maybe love is just not meant for me...
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One day you are going to love me
And care for me more than a friend.
One day you are going to wake up
And hope it is not too late.
I ended up twisted in the same road as before
Doing the things that couples do
Except the commitment and the boyfriends title role.
I give you all the benefits
With an unknown tomorrow
Last night I dreamed about you
Tonight I will fight the desire
All the emotions I have for you
And try to blow out the fire.
For what I want to say
You simply don't want to hear
For I feel
You simply ignore
You treat me Like this because I let you so
Making excuses and seattling for nothing at all
You don't appreciate me
I make myself too available to your needs
I'm only hurting myself this I see
Playing the role to a story
that has no end
A role between lovers and friends...
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