Denise for now

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I am one who is always thinking, analyzing and pondering. I have moments when I feel the need to express myself in this way. This is one of those times.
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I just walked in from a hard day's night All you want to do is fight Lethargy has taken over Left me without feelings Seems to me somehow you'd notice There's nothing in my eyes No feelings, no sympathy, no fear No desire to be close I used to love you being here Couldn't wait to hold you near Trusted you with all my heart Promised you we'd never part Where did that go without my consent How did you ruin us with complete descent Into dark times I can't escape And dread so much when I awake How can I not cry when I look at you Knowing not what else to do How can I forgive the pain of my memories Kind, fun loving times destroyed by hateful abuse You've made me despise myself for ever loving you And I don't think I will ever forgive myself For allowing you to have that power over me Still, I know, I have to leave and yet, worry about what will happen to you But, I will recover

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Your eyes up close, I saw my own And therefore dared to dream That in the reflection I found my soul My mate, my everything I made a life in my own head of how it all would be Cream and calm and petit-fors, iced champagne supreme We danced and drank of happiness In sleep it was you who held me I wrestled in my silentness and dark of night awake Afraid to move or you'd let go a risk I couldn't take The morning brought along with light a glimpse of what I'd seen that night A smile, a kiss, surprising words; I fell in love with you last night For all the crumbs that I've been thrown Much to my surprise I found one I could call my own Who holds me every night.

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I glanced at you with hazy eyes could feel you getting distant barely awake I watched the door that closed within an instant my brain was racing with words to say to stop the hurt I would feel words to make you stay promises unreal So I uttered none and let you go I never even stirred to keep this up, for both of us the pain, the doubt, the fear would only stiffle what spirit was left our foolishness.....absurd

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