Renee Eastman

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Well, my name is Renee. I like to write poems about the things that are bad in my life. Once I get them onto paper, they don't bother me on the inside as much. I am a sophmore in highschool. I go to VVS. I like to skateboard, and hang out with my friends.
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When you are here, I feel like you and I only exist. When you touch me, I feel like melting right then and there. When you lay with me, holding me, I feel protected against anything. When you hold my hand, I feel like nothing can touch me. When I'm with you, I feel like we are the world. NO ONE could ever tear us apart.

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I want someone that's going to love me, not just say they do. I want someone to care about me, someone who will be there when I'm hurt. I want someone who is with me for me, not just to used me to get back at another. I want someone who will hear me out, when I need someone to talk to. I want someone who is fun to be with, so I can laugh at all your jokes. No one who makes me feel like I don't exist.

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I'm a good girl, I do what I am told. Yea, sure I do a lot of funny stuff, I just need to relax a little bit. It doesn't make me a bad person, it just makes me a happy one. I like to hang out, you know, chill with my friends. I like to be girly, but not all the time. I like nice things, like dinner and movies. I'm o.k. to be around, I laugh at almost everything. I'm a nice girl, I don't bite, I promise. I'm a good listener, I'll hear everything you have to say. See it’s not what’s on the outside, it’s what you see when you get to know me!

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You make me feel happy, you make me feel wanted. I feel good to be myself, when I am around you. You were older, I thought you'd be more mature. I thought you would last, but you go around calling other girls when I'm gone. "Don't get to attached", is what I get from people you hang with. But you said you still liked me, so I'll believe it for now. But when you mess up, I'm going... I'm going... Going... GONE!

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We met through friends, then we started dating. We were cool, you held my hand. You said that you loved me, I thought it was real. You acted like you loved me, you held me all the time. I felt safe with you, like nothing could hurt me. But after a while, things got old. You stopped being cool, and holding my hand. And you were mean to me, so you got taken away. Now I have my life back and my arms are fully healed, all because your not here to hurt me anymore.

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You told me that it was over, between you and her. You told me that you hated her, and that you never wanted to see her again. You told me that you wouldn’t answer, whenever she called. You told me that she was dead to you, dead to you as can be. So what do you go and do? You tell me that you still love her, and that you want to see her again. You answer your phone, only if SHE calls. You tell me that she is not dead, she is with you, and her with you to stay.

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You're all that I've wanted, you make me so happy. You hold me when I'm scared, you make me happy when I'm sad. You make me smile when I frawn, you make me scared to ever lose you. You make me feel loved, you help me stay alive. You help me to see things, you help me survive in this world. You keep me from running away from my fears.

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Here I am, All alone. Can't eat, can't sleep, can't even breath. (Life is so messed up) People yelling, people lying, people crying, people dying. (Life is so messed up) Heads spinning, hands hitting, fists punching, bodies bleeding... Here I am, all alone. Can't eat, can't sleep, can't even breath.

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One day I was walking, down a one way street. Some how I got lost, and I was falling... Falling... Falling... Somewhere deep inside my mind. I had no idea where to go. Falling... Falling... Still. All of the sudden... I stopped Falling... Falling... Somewhere in the dark. Scared and alone. Screaming at the top of my lungs... but no one could hear me cry. But then I heard his voice, and I was Falling... Falling... Back into his arms.

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There was a girl. She moved to a place where she was rejected. No one liked her, She had not a friend in the world. She tried to make friends, but she was very shy and said nothing. Then one day, she started to talk, and when she did, the words came naturally. She had not a care in the world. Everyone she met she talked to. And everyone learned about her. They got to know her and found out, that to their surprise, She was an awesome friend. No one didn't like her. All she had to do was open up, let the sunshine in. No one else could feel it for her, She had to do it on her own... All by herself.

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I need you. I need you to protect me. I need you to keep me. I need you to help me.I need you to save me. I need you to keep me happy. I need you to make me smile. I need you to love me. I need you to stop me. I need you to be with me. I need you to support me. I need you to watch out for me. I need you to step for me. I need you to keep me from making mistakes. I need you to see. I need you to hear. I need you to breath. I need you to live!

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He is not a cheater, he is not a beater. He won't leave me, he won't hurt me. He won't hate me, he's not a lier. He is not ugly, and he is not wrong. But... He is true, he is nice. He will stay with me, he will take care of me. He will love me, he is truthful. He is gorgeous, and he is right. He is mine and I am his.

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